NadRealova

2011-06-12T16:35:00.001+08:00

deleting

2011-05-30T19:47:00.001+08:00

planning on deleting blog...need to find sumthing more interesting.mayb wordpress?or....ahahha...tgkla dulu.

BUndle

2011-05-29T22:21:00.008+08:00

As i clearing my wardrobe..selain memberi kepade spupu spapat dan memakai di rumah..ade sedikit BAJUs yg mungkin boleyh sy turunkan kepada kalian semua..spread the love....ade yg tak penah dipakai.beli saje.contoh yg ini....

(1)black shawla

(2)purple shawla

(3)ruffles much??

(4) leggings(ankle length)

dan seterusnya...ade lah 1-2 kali pakai...sy neyh suke beno membeli.maka kadang2 pakai skali 2 .then tk pakai da.

(5) swirl

(6) electric blue

(7) layer cake

(8) romantika

so..if anyone of you interested nak bajus bajus neyh..leyh je email di nadrah89@gmail.com.hope will hear from you guys soon...

happy browsing girls...u too boys..who knows..nak beli tok gf kan:)tolong2 ah promot kay:)thank you sayangness:D

no one ...no-thing

2011-05-10T15:07:00.002+08:00

dalam lagu ade cakap

"didalam hidup ini tiada yang abadi"

kalao dalam lagu omputih slalu jugak kite dengar

"nothing last forever"

di kolej,lecturer cakap

" the only constant is CHANGE"

As for me, Nadrah...

Do you know how much i hate those statements...

Coz I still believe in fairytale.

Im still like those little girls who believe in happy ending,

and I believe in "If im not happy..its not the end."..

Till...

today, i start to miss one thing that has gone

I did cry...When I had it at first

coz its really painful..

I told myself how stupid I was to make this kind of decision when choosing to have it

Yes

Without it,

I'll not be in pain anymore

but I kinda miss it already.

Then I realized, Does happy ending really exist?

Is there anyone who get through their life without losing anything

well i guess its true when they say

" we don't know what we've got until its gone"

Sedihnya

2011-05-02T21:53:00.002+08:00

Sedihnya,
Bile org ingat kite mahu balasan dr ape yg kite buat utk org tuh

Sedihnya,
Bile rase usaha kita berakhir dgn kesusahan utk org tuh

Sedihnya,
Bila kita ingat orang akan happy dengan usaha kita, tp sebenarnye tak happykan org tuh pon

Sedihnya,
Bila kjutan bertukar sjuta complen

Sedihnya,
Bila org tuh macam tak appreciate usaha kita

Sedihnya,
Bila kite rase usaha kita sia sia

Sebenarnya,
Saya tak mahu ape2 in returrn

Sebenarnya,
Saye tak mintak awak sukakan juga

Sebenarnya,
Saya tak pnah nak mnyusahkan awak.

Maafkan saya.
Tp mungkin sedikit appreciation.

Sedeyhnya..
Ps:saya dah mule final esok,terime kaseyh kepada mereka yg tolong saye prepare, dan doa,truskan berdoa ya,sy takut sgt,hm,

Sebenarnye,

sebab..kopi dan takut dan tahan dr mgantuk

2011-05-01T02:13:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum

2011-04-20T22:05:00.004+08:00

ini entry jijik.ahaha

saye tersangat lah busy..omg...busy sampai tak tahu mane satu nak buat dulu.paham tak?patuh nangis sbb takut...takut nak exam la. nangis sebab pnat..nangis sbb takleyh nak marah kat org...omg omg.siyes nadrah tak brape nak btul sgt la skang...(kalao la awak tahu)

patuh plak...bkan stakat tuh je.da la perassan ne tak stabil..die pi campor plak dengan sakit2 luaran...sape tak hangin kan..ne nak tunjuk luka pertama

nampak tak darah tepi mulut tuh..masyaallah...sakitnye tuhan je tahu.start nye cam ne..asal la aku ngange sakit ne.takpe lagi kan...patuh sampai la umi kate"mane awak tak sakit...darah tuh haaaa"aik darah da..okey letak la bonjela..10 kali ltak bonjela 10 kali lah aku jerit.tuh time letak bonjela..cube bayang time makan..time ngange..bunyi wooah luke die terkoyak ..lpas tuh tutup mulut slow2..tgk cermin..darah lg..ne actually amik gambar time mkn la ne.sian kan?(sbb tkde org nak kecian kat aku)

luka dua

hauhauha...ne jgan terkjut rakan2..ne dipanggel getah yg perlu ditukar 2 kali shari.cube bayangkan die bergesel dgn sudu bunyi mnde?sudu kecik je..sudu besar jgan harap la leyh masuk..sakit tak yah cakapla kan. hisap makanan je skang.trus tlan..tkde nak kunyah dgn best da ...bile ckp mmg pelat ah..ye la dah jadi lidah pendek.tp bile aku tak tahan sgt..aku cbut je.then pakai malam je.tahu doktor abeyh.die kate time makan..makan je la.takyah buang.try pakai doktor..ape kau rase.da la mkn honeydew kene kerat kecik2..honeydew yg dipotong besar pemadam..kne potong halus2. ce bayangkan...saye abih makan yg tuh halus tuh..ayah da abeyh spinggan honeydew.sdeyh aku.

kepala

ne saye tensen gak ne...die punye sakit sampai rase nak bukak kepale ne..basuh2..perah2..pasang balik...haih

bibir

hah..ne satu lgi...kekadang tak pasal2 tergigit sendiri..ape kes lahhhhhhh

pendek kate smue nak luke smue nak sakit la..sigh...ksian tak..ksian kan....kesian je la:P

okay2..dah dah la gmabar jijik kan...meyh tgk gambar time saye mude ...time tk pakai braces lg

oloh mudenyewrrrrrrr..ahahhahaha..umo 18 ne.ke 19...now 22?omg tdakkk!!!~

tak kire bday tahun ne nak panggit maskot hello kitty..n ade bouncing castle.

bile tgk balik..padahal satu je taring.kau kene tanggung 3 thun sakit...sigh..

risau

2011-04-15T13:37:00.001+08:00

tak berapa nak sehatla skang.

sigh.

mata...berhentilah...

cita cita aku

2011-04-13T21:26:00.004+08:00

mula dari kecil..aku suka main masak2.

maka umi ayah belikan satu set dapur mainan, ada macam2.makanan tipoo pon ade,cawan plastik, dan macam2 lah

mula dari kecik..aku suka main barbie..

maka umi ayah belikan aku satu set tempat makan barbie,mesin basuh baju barbie,persalinan barbie,dan sbagainya

mula dari kecik ..aku suke sangat kat baby

mak sedara aku tak bg aku pegang baby kecik dorang sbb katenye aku takde adik..and aku tak pandai ngan baby

*pergh trase pas ke besa kau tau *..hoih macik2...tgk skang ..hariz pon suke aku tau.hmm..

maka umi ayah belikan aku patung baby yg boleyh nangis lah..yang boleyh isap susu..beli tempat sorong baby(stroller)..bawak kat shopping dengan hebatnye..warne pink tau.aahha salin pampers aku tak sempat...sbb da besar..sedeyh.

mula dari kecik, aku suke sangat patung perempuan,

maka setiap negara yg ayah umi melawat mesti ada patung untuk aku.mula dr anna fron landen(hee) berakhirlaah dgan jimmy and anny(canada)

lepas dr tuh umi dah tak bg beli.sbb aku dah besar.kata ayah bnde tuh kalau aku main takpe.kalao hiasan takleyh.

masa aku kecik...orang lain ade beskal...aku pon nak jugak

fine..umi ayah bg lah basikal..aku gune buat pi jalan2 ngan geng2 im5 dulu.naik bukit.patuh pi tuisyen umah org.guna lah jugak smpai darjah 6.

masa aku kecik..dok kecoh satu mesia pasal scooter..aku ngan adik siap wat pejanjian ngan ayah.kalau perangai elok ayah bg scooter sbijik sorang.lekat lah stahun main.patuh tak tau kemane pon scooter tuh...ala..yg orang main ngan kaki tuh..ingat tak..

mase aku remaja...aku suka sangat la patung berbulu(bear)

so tiap kali bday aku smua orang kasik aku patung bebulu..yang penuh dalam bilik tuh smuanya pemberian orang.takde satu pon yg aku beli..*sampai ke besar aku dapat patung bebulu.umi beli kat hariz yg kecik.aku dapat yang besar(heheheh) ayah bagi aku beli sbb die tahu aku main lagi..kekadang aku kendong lagi kliling rumah.time makan aku jadikan bantal..letak blakang badan..lembut gtuh:)

masa aku remaja.aku nak sangatlahhh kat kucing...so aku balik dr skolah..ade bende putih coklat kat bawah meja mkn...aku dapat kucing..name cumeee..tapi ape lah aku ne..tak reti da nak bersyukur smpai terkeluar dr mulut aku"ala...kakak nak kaler putih" 2 hari lepas tuh..aku dapat seprais lg..cumee ade kawan..kaler putih name cikee..amik kau...sampai beranak 3..now takde da.sbb takde org nak jage..sian diorg...aku sayang diorg tp aku sndiri takde untuk mereka.da tuh camane?

masa aku remaja..tak byk sgt yg berubah..sbb smue bende yang aku suke..smua bende dari aku kecik..sampai kalo aku nak patung pink panther tuh..ayah tanye.nak wat main ke nak wat perhiasan.

masa aku dah besar...cita2 aku dah kearah yg lebeyh menjamin hidup lah...

masa aku besar...aku nak rabbit...

umi suruh adik belikan 2 rabbit..satu untuk aku..satu untuk adik...2 jam aku tunggu depan umah bile adik nak balik bawak rabbit aku ...sampai umi kol ckp"balik la dik..kakak da tunggu"tp sian mona ngan energizer. ..da di bg org sbb aku takde jugak nak jage diorg..bibik pon manusia.kalo die balik indon takde sape nak jage.sedeyh aku..

masa aku besar...aku nak jalan oversea sesorang

tapi umi ayah tak bg.katanya aku perempuan.bahaya.aku pon tunggu je la...kot2 berubah hati diorang nak bg...

masa aku besar...aku ambik CAT after SPM

time tuh cita2 aku cuma satu...pass CAT.sekarang aku da passed CAT...aku amik degree plak..juga dalam bidang accounting and finance.

Sekarang...aku ada cita2...umi ayah kata cita2 aku terlalu tinggi...dia da tak dapat nak berikan...

mane tak nye..nampak ferarri nak ferarri..10 minit kmudian nmpak rumah ade lif harge 4-6 juta. nak rumah...cube ckp..banyak btul songeyh aku kan...tapi kan ayah ...umi...cita2 kakak skarang..cuma nak degree...kakak blaja tnggi2.nanti da besar lg..kakak dapat banyak duit..nanti kakak mintak marc jacob design kopiah tok ayah...kat salvatore and dunhill smue tie..baju and belt smue design especially tok ayah...ayah kate"amboi...tinggi benor"betol la..nanti umi masuk kedai prada or louis vuitton .samue rak tuh umi ckap cam ne je"amik smua ya"..takyah pilih salah satu da.amik je smue..

herm....banyak nak cter sbenarnye.tapi takpela..ckup la kan stakat ne.aku tahu la cita2 aku yg part marc jacob cam mlampao sikit..tp itu kan cita2.aku harap jadi knyataan.jadi knyataan pon atas usaha aku la.bukan guna duit bapak aku.

tapi kan...sebenarnye...ape yg aku nak..simple je.education setinggi mungkin...iman aku...hidup bahagia.gembira sampai aku da takde dalam dunia ni.ape yg aku cter td.kalao aku dapat.itu sebenarnye rezeki..bonus.

and aku nak balas balik ape yg umi ayah wat kat aku..banyak btul die dah bg aku...ape lah aku ni..jaat btul..da dapat macam2 tp nape nak merajuk lg kan sbb tak dapat pi jalan overseas

hm...kadang2 aku rase aku ne jaat je.and aku tak sabar nak besar spenuhnye sbb aku nak balas balik jasa diorg.

degree...awak jangan lah cari pasal ngan saye.awak kasik la saye habis kay.final saye may nanti..plez.kasik sy pass first year ne.tolong kay...korang..doakan la jugak..kadang2 saye rase saye okay..tp kekadang saye rase macam..erm...slowww...

sbenarnye saye takut...sangat

group hug meyh...

:'(

your girl

2011-04-13T09:23:00.002+08:00

they get jealous easily

they cry at random time, sometimes for no reason

they think beyond imagination

they lost their appetite when the boys left them hanging without a word

they don't have mood when the boys leave them without manje2 just right after the argument(hee)

so..boys.awak tkleyh marah tau...sbb,..that's who we are..

saya tak salah sy taknak mintak maaf.

2011-04-11T22:57:00.004+08:00

im running out of time

my body feels tired and heavy

my eyes feel like the re gonna bleed.

i just dont give a damn bout people these days

im a ROBOT

(mission accomplished)

"kasar btul aku skang

awak cari pasal ngan salah orang wak"

tapi tiba malam...

aku masih nadrah yg dulu

saya rindu dia.

nak nangis rase.

i need a hug

korang..

group hug meyhhh

Baby girl

2011-04-07T23:06:00.006+08:00

Haloooo....tetbe dtg mood nk bercerite ne,post ini mungkin anoyying bg korang .sbbb...lah...nadrah kot..tibe mase die annoying mmg mashaallah la kan. Tadi kn tadi kan...kite pegi klas tau.mule2 kite takmo pon pegi klas sbb ntahla..bile da klas hujung2 ne kite rase malas sikit kan.pahtuhkan pahtuh..da abeyh tutorial terlepak lak ngan dorg tau kat kolej je la..mkn ceasar salad.da lame sbenrnye tk mkn ceasar salad so kite mkn la kan.tapikan.satu je saye marah org mesia ne.asal nmpk sy mkn sumthing ringan or sikit mesti ckp"DIET KE",meyh nak habaq skek.nadrah TIDAK DIET.cube kau tengok bdn aku.nk diet celah mane.n plus i NEVER care pon kalo gmuk..sebab ape..ne prinsip aku sjak lahir" kalo kau rase nk mkn...kau mkn slagi boleyh..nnti kau sakit takleyh mkn da" sbb ape" jadi btul tau ne,tak tipoo,time demam la contohnye surela tak brape nAk slera mkn kan.so mak bapak dan rakan2 slalu bg ayat ne" kite order pizza kay...kakak aka awak sukekan mkn pizza" lewrrrr...time demam la nak offer.cube time sehat walafiat.bukan main susah nak ajak mkn pizza..ye la sbb ayah tak suke pizza. So korang..kalo tgk nadrah mkn sikit.tuh maksud lain nk btau" die tak lapar or takde mood" kalau korang tertengok die mkn banyak pulak.jgn brani ckp" amboi tak takut gmok?" ckp la ckp, aku tampo jgak kang...mkn sikit salah..byk salah..snang cite kau mnyibuk knape?

Itu bab mkn...kalo bab pakaian plak..ne sbnarnye da bjuta kali lah aku ckp .aku palinglah mnyampah org komen pasal ape aku pakai.Aku ne plik okay,so minat aku plik la..care pk plik..care aku pakai pon plik la bg org yg byk mulut n yg tau nak tembak kite je kan..kalo aku pakai harem pants yg jeans mahupon kasut booootttt .aku bukan nk masuk hutan ataupon nk pergi berperang ...so korang diam boleyh,aku tak pnah komen korang..okay tak caye? Sape2 yg knal saye..pnah tak sy ckp pakaian awak mcm pakaian org jage baskin robin? Pnah sy ckp awak pkai tuh salah konsep.tak sesuai dgn bju mcm tuh kalo pakai ngan sluar mcm tuh? Atau pakaian kau mcm org nak gi pmbarisan? Ade aku ckp? Takdeeeeeee..kau tahu sbb ape.sbb aku tau aku tak mahir pon bab fesyen ne.n smue org ade taste die.ade mase die..nak pakai ape pon.SUKEHATILAH!!! Aku siyes marah org suke nak mnyekik je kje die.kalo die mnyekik sbb mahir takpe.ne pakaian pon tunggang langgang nak komen aku,ne lah org kate..gajah dpn mata tak nmpk.kuman sbrang laut nmpak plak.brader n sista.jgn mnyebok boleyh.aku mnyampah.

Satu lagi aku mnyampah.bile kau ade mainan baru.contoh telepon..ipad.purse beriban,kereta sport dan seumpamanyalahkan...bende tuh dibeli utk diguna..dah kalo kau beli kereta,kau pakai la kan.kau simpan buat ape.baik tak yah beli.tp bile kau drive ke kolej..kau pegi klas.then tbe mase kau nak balik org tanye" nak balik da?nak belek kereta lah tuhhhh,,...". Haaaaaaaaaaaa.brapi tak kau..helllow kau..da tuh kete aku.aku boleyh belek bile mase je.esok boleyh luse boleyh ..knape aku nk blik awal sbb nak belek kete lak? kau jeles kau ckp.kkau tak yah nak cekik aku...okay ..ini contoh ya

Maafla terbawak ngan emosi ne.tp gitu lewr masyarakat kite skang..saye dah jauh hati same mereka.ntah sape true fren aku pon tahu..dr dulu aku cukup gerang dgn org suke mnyekik ni.even tho aku pon org kuat mnyekik tapi aku tak mnyekik mcm tuh .aku mnyekik bile org buat salah...contoh ade my fren lupe kol balik .so sy mcm.okay.da abih ckp org tuh kol me asap,pahtuh org tuh kol keesokannye ckp sorry lupe kol..sy akan jawab" lewrrr..sy ingtkan awak on the fone ngan die sampai subuh td.."tuh aku cekik la..aku ni manusia..perasaan jeles sntiase ade,tp aku tak cekik org kalo aku jeles.aku jeles ngan org pon sbb org lain dpt jawab soklan aku tak..so ade aku cekik die? Tak..aku cube la jugak..biar la lmbat.asal aku dpt buat sndiri n jawapan tuh btul..yg kau nk cekik aku sbb barang aku ade knape.?haih..marah2

N pliz jage sikit mulut kalao nak ckp pasal education ne.aku bukan nak ckp cam usop wilcha yg die ckp" itulah pntingnye english education" contohla..eyh i da third year n my friend da abeyh da degree u baru start.hoih kau.kalo kau nak lawan sangat la kan..cube cek dulu latar blakang kau n kawan kau tuh.amik ape.aku ne dulu amik ape.knape lmbat.kau course ape.aku course ape.kalo kite course same tempt same.aku tak kesah la der.tp tmpt kite bebeza.care beza..mark die beza.so kau takyah nak down kan aku sgt.

Aku tahu lah korang mesti ckp..bwat bodo da..aku da lame buat bodo hal ne...pasal ne. Aku jes cite kat blog aku je.korang yg bace.huhauhauhau...gotchaa...

Kaylah,nak tdo.saye pnat..pnat smue..bdan,,hati,,otak.,.letih tau tak,
Ntah ape silap aku.aku bukan main lg jage hati org.tak pnah kutuk org.cekik org mngata org
Tp org sesuke je tak jage hati aku

Kekadang aku rase diorg ne ingt aku snyap n aku tak mmblas.so diorg leyh ckp aku ape2je
Hati2 lah..kau tak kne lg.ce tanye yg mane pnah kene.rase pas ke tulang hitam smpai skang lg tak?
Aku jage hati kau
Kau jage hati aku
Even dlm team building pon suh kite ade sikap give n take ne

Ps; maaf kasar

Eyh jap..nk cter..kiter dpt bear baru..omgggg suke! thank u thank u.n sgt seprais.wahaha...kaylah bye nak tdo ngan gulliver...yummmmeyyy!!!

that feeling

2011-04-04T09:20:00.002+08:00

that feeling, when they left you .

you know they are coming back

somehow, you feel all alone and lonely

the moment they stepped out.

please come back

take me with you..

awak tknak amik sy ke?

nadrealova, everybody google it.

2011-04-03T00:46:00.005+08:00

.biarla nak perasan pon

ayah,umi:terime kasih:)

couldnt b more thankful:)

2011-04-02T10:05:00.003+08:00

ah...i have everything...not everything...i mean...people that love me..

yes..im so thankful to have them in my life.

im so sorry, sometimes i feel like you guys hate me.

when you didnt give what i want.

im nadrah kan..

but today...i woke up..i feel so blessed..what a nice saturday

i know its too early to tell..but its a great feeling to start a day:)

umi ayah..im so sorry to act like a total baby when u guys didnt give me what i want. when you guys da bg kakak EVERYTHING.

you too imran ,so sorry when sy emo tak tentu pasal when the fact is awak tk pnah pon wat pape tp sy majuk2 mngade tk tentu pasal buat awak mnyampah smue..you re the nicest people i ve ever known.thank u so much for everything. im so happy to have you in my life.thank you..moga awak jodoh saye:)insyaallah.

to my friends, when i say something yg boleyh buat u guys terasa sampai ke tulang hitam.im so sorry ..korang yg mule dulu..im too slow in defencing my self.n when u guys mulekan.i start to look at you differently,just b careful kay. saye bukan nye nak masuk bakul angkat sendiri but i can assure u..if you guys 10 times baik to me kan..im 1000 times baik to you..but when u guys mule 10 times jaat kat saye.ahh.beware...

self

2011-03-31T17:32:00.004+08:00

i dont know myself anymore.oh wait.i never did pon..heh

hm.....

seems like everyday is raining in my world.dear rainbow..please come....asap..

i was so happy for the past few days.

for the past few days, i didn't stare at those stars

coz im so busy collecting them falling from the sky

and today, i ll be staring at them again.

this may sound ridiculous..but only you can make me happy.

the truth is..i don't know whats wrong either..

except that i hate looking at my life..nothing is change when everyone else is changing...

im turning 22 dis year.although i behave like 5 yrs old kid....but please let me do what i want.sometimes...i wish..i can feel KESUSAHAN from my own choices n decisions.

i wish someone boleyh dtg to my place.take me as far as die boleyh...accept me for who i am..do not leave me no matter how hard it is to be with me.and live happily ever after..they say happily ever after does not exist in real world. i hope it DOES...in MINE..

life is getting tougher...

note to self:" NADRAH..remember : not to spoil the ending for you but everything is going to be OKAY"

answer to self: i know, its just that..i cant wait to smile till sakit pp lagi and have the nicest sleep..NOT AND Never fikir about something that im afraid of..i just want everything to fall into place.and happy..if im in one of disney movies..my life right now would be dkat tgh2.org panggil ape eyh?klimaks?n bukan tgh2 klimaks..permulaan klimaks.my god.even sy pon tahu ini akan habis lmbat lg..cume...i cant wait..

im looking for the next chapter.my goals.n my prince charming."datang cepat awak.sy rindu."

And to you, Nadrah ..ur mood boleyh tukar macam less than 5 minutes from happy to sad.please dont be like dat..its really for ur own good. u can tell people nothing can change us except ourself..for once...y dont u do that(kau tak rase aku cuba?its just too ~~damn~~difficult.)

to everyone..: dont worry...i wouldn't like me either

perihal march

2011-03-23T19:26:00.010+08:00

hey everyone.i just got back. i had one week off.so..lihat ajalah gambar2 ape yg jadikan.i cant say nothing happened. shit happens.aha.kalo tengok ade org gantung shit happens di kereta sure ckp"omg ..so true".anyway. as usual im fine:)heh. Hariz ade byk mainan best nowadays.dgn kerta mini coopernye.rumah barunye.plampung gym die.so..siape lg kan yang nak tumpang main kalo bukan mummydle die.:)

if you know me..i love doing things that i ve never done before. eventho i know im suck at it...da truth is I still wanna do it....so i got a call from kak zalmie to do fashion .

some thing happened during makeup session yang buat saye trase habis n spoil everything. to whom it may concern...u know what.im not good at this field..i will never good at this field. plus..i never dreamed of being in this field. saye pemalu.super pemalu. im ugly..i dont have a sweet smile..im not talkative.im very quite...what am i doing now?it is just for fun, im still young...i dont care getting money from this field...saye mencari pengalaman.so..i wont do things yg saye tahu brcanggah dengan agame saye.aku peduli ape nak survive dlm bidang modelling.u know what.. i dont care.sy mncari pngalaman...orang kol ..iya saye pegi..org tak kol..takla...ini bukan cite2 saye.org tuh ckp"kalau kau nak survive dlm bidang ni..kau kene buat"amboi..ni dunia ok..akhirat tuh ingat skit..okaylah..im not good either...jaat jugak.tp at least aku prevent jugak.yg kau ape kes.suh org buat plak da...yeah its one of my dream utk campor2 dlm dunia fesyen..tp maaf.if bercanggah dgn prinsip n agama saye.who are u to force me..why dont u yg buat..oh wait..u ve done it.good luck with dat.

see..didnt i tell u..aha:).im waiting for a suitable time nak naik mini cooper hariz.sebab tak jumpe any info pon kat kereta.. limit weight brape...

sabtu..again.off to bandung.just untuk membeli keperluan pakaian slame stahun..itu bapak...die beli stokin da smpai leyh gi gantung balik kat parkson.kononnye takkan shopping da baju2 n stokin n mcm2 lagi slame stahun..mmg kakak tak percaye lah ayah.last pegi bandung bulan 7..tak smpai sthun pon..:P ..sy beli tak byk pon.duit takde.sedeyh kan.duit ade.cume tiade peruntukan utk shopping..so picture tak byk sgt sbb from pg till malam diluar n di kedai.

beg awalnye bawak 4 je.tp beranak 5 after balik.

getting closer n closer with hariz.cepat lah beso hariz...nnti leyh teman mydle shopping..tgk wayng.jalan2..kan kan kan..ehehhe..nak baby boleyh?ahahhah..

and now.back to college.n reality..dah 23 march da.herm...lately cepat btul trase...just harap org more careful la bile becakap.kau ingat kau sorg je ade perasaan?aku ape?robot?patung?aku manusia.jgn kau lupe tuh.aku punye perasaan.manusia pelikkan...kite sedaye upaya taknak mereka terase.tp diorg....just nak btau..before korang ckp ape2..buat ape2..pikirlah dulu if korang ade di situasi die.ape korang rase.kayh.

till then.

new page

2011-03-17T22:23:00.003+08:00

i guess...erm..im writing again..im a boring person....ah..u guys sure can tell kan from my videos..heh.not saying i ll be 100% typing kan..but ..will update videos for sure if i have any.

me?im good.thanks.just want to share with you guys..my...current obsession.

my polaroid..i told u guys already when i first bought it but this is actually my first picture with my brother, hafizin gune polaroid.see..how susah nak jumpe makhlok ni sorang.

TOMO..ha...dis is my ToMO..turning 6 years old today..n he's married..his wife punye name..TIMI.:)they are super cute..i bought this last FRIDAY at TOYS R US,EMPIRE SUBANG..if u can see in this picture..he is sleeping.and mase tuh he's only 1 year old..sho cuteee

PAVLOVA..i can eat this old day..i went to every bakery shop,cake shop,cafe cari mende ne..yes..alone...selamba badak pegi one utama sorang..mkn kat Delicious sorang.and mnghabiskan makanan yang berharge rm52 ditempat itu sahaje.SORANG..so..cuti seminggu ne.saye pon blajarla camne buat PAVLOVA..nak tgk hasil?sile scroll lagi..laku okay..org ddatang umah smue ckp sedap:P

and dont forget....me,nadrah

love~

ahh..nevermind

2011-02-07T10:35:00.002+08:00

you re not that important nadrah.okey..got that.:)

ohh sumthing happen to my fone.so if anything tweet or fb me kay..take care everyone.be happy

im tooo a human,incase u forgot

2011-02-05T23:11:00.003+08:00

SLEEP TOO MUCH....COMPLAIN

DONT GET ENOUGH SLEEP...COMPLAIN

EAT TOO MUCH ...COMPLAIN

DONT EAT ENOUGH...COMPLAIN

ALWAYS IN MY ROOM...COMPLAIN.

GO OUT TOO MUCH...COMPLAIN

DONT GO OUT...COMPLAIN

DONT TALK TOO MUCH..COMPLAIN

then tell me what do you want me to do..those in green are what actually im facing now. I seriously dont mind if it sounds like MENASIHATI..tapi MEMARAHI.tak lagi bengang ke

okaylah..i believe everyone has their OFF DAY..means..their moody day..want to be alone.not talking.and etc.then when i ask a question..diorang tak reply..Y La..what did i do..even you guys have your off day..i never say anything coz i understand.y dont u try to understand me?n plus..i really hate it when someone does the crime.the others get the blame .aih...its hurt you know..pliz.

the truth is..im very tired of you people.not all..SOME. they are just too selfish. Sometimes i think they forgot who i am.i have feelings too u know.i can be tired too.i m already tired.seriouusly but its you guys.even if im tired..i always say im not..so i can help you guys.in anything...dont be too selfish and try to understand me as well and also.please remember dat i have feelings too..

everyone seems harsh on me..diorg lupe kotthat i have feelings too.my chest is bursting.my eyes feel like they are burnng..im now officially tired. I do take care of their feelings but then...they dont even bother to take care of my feelings.

im going back tomorrow.its better to be alone.im going to get busy when i get back..i will make myself busy..i will distract myself ..and i think i want to stay in the library as long as i can.i hardly smile nowadays.the girls asked me why.n i remembered i told them i just want to gooo far2 away. my other frend ckp..i always try too much...i want everything to be perfect...that one i dont knoe.because i never tried to be perfect.i just want people to know dat im just a human...just like them.i can be tired too..i can be sad too.i cry too.who do u think i am if im not a human?

should i get a job?haih,..i dont eat..i cant sleep..maybe we will just wait kay..for that time when im going to pass out...ahah.i doo feel weak.but i dont feel like eating.i dont know why.so i dont have the energy to scold...or to argue with anyone. so please..have a heart.just remember im like you..i can be tired too..i hve my own problems too..bukan korang je ade problem..everyone ade.we just have to deal with it.if kite asik marah n cant be happy sbb we all busy n ade probs. bile kite nak happynye?tak gtuh.?n when i m not talking...ask urself why are u not talkin on dat day..

im a very negative person..n im now..a lill bit positive..n i m trying to be positive..tp knape bile saye positive mereka langsung tk mmbantu?diorg plak yg negative.ke aku yg terlampau positive?i always feel like im a burden to everyone .i never ask for much but i really dont know whats wrong with everyone.

.i just cant wait to go back..i want to disappear.

ini bukan surat patah hati.ini cume surat utk mereka yg fikir saya tdak punya perasaan

sigh.

without further ado

2011-02-05T10:11:00.012+08:00

i went to sabah last sunday.so nak cter la ne.4 hari berada disana:) dan saye memilih shawl drp tudung bwal sbb sy tk yah sibuk2 nak iron tudung dan bile sy tertido dlm van , tudung sy tk kedut2 dan senget..so inilah jadinya.mmg sy tak berape nak stuju dgn pmakain tudung begini sbb muke sy 4segi.so pakai tudung gini mmg lg terserlah lah ke empat segian, fashion ketika becuti mungkin agak buruk.tp again.peduli ape.asal selesa dan senang.:)tetdo dlm van.bgun tkyah kalut nak btulkan.sbb terletak haa tudung.tk bergerak

DAY ONE

sampainya di KKIA( kota kinabalu international airport.)oh btw.ini first time ne naik air asia.omg.sooo dasyat.....if boleyh..tknak da naik ngan air asia lg.siyes.da la pramugara n pramugari die langsung tk friendly.tanye org mcm marah2 je...mmg low cost habis n die punye pilot sndiri pergi check bawah2 kapalterbang b4 terbang..omg..seb baik beg die tak suh kite campak sndiri dlm perut kapal terbang kan...mas still the best.ok back...then kitorg ke RANAU.2 hours drive from KKIA tuh..

RANAU cmne?actually tk sangke...Malaysia ade tmpt sesejuk itu.ahah..siap berasap haa mulut.cameron or genting tk camtuh pon.n plus.pengalaman mulut brasap ne tjadi bile di overseas je.ahahha.and die punye hotel takde aircond mahupon kipas.mmg oversea habesykan? pmandangan?AWESOME!!KINABALU PINE RESORT

tp makanan kat sabah ne...haih..sy mmg tak minum terus teh cine die.sbb pegi dgn agency pelancangan.so sgale mknan mmg da include habes la kan.yang bestnye bile pegi ngan agensi ne.nak masuk kedai ke restoran ke.smue die turunkan kite kat muke pintu..kan sng.tkyah sibuk2 nak jalan jauh or parking

DAY TWO

Jalan2 around Ranau.CANOPY WALK.:)makanan skali lg mnyedihkan..tak bnafas ase.nafas skjap2.ahah..sabah2...

then kitorang nak balik ke kota kinabaluu balik..2 jam pejalanan...tp berhenti la kjap kat tmpt ne..beli la souvenier sikit2...okay dah tak sjuk da.;(

dinner hari niii sangat lah awesome..first time rase sipot.ahahah.n dpat amik gmbar dgn org sabah:)and ade persembahan seksi...okay maaflah.tp sy rase nari2 yg ade kayu ne sgt seksi.hehe

abang 1: assalamualaikum

nadrah: waalaikummussalam

abang 2: dari mana ini

nadrah: Kuantan

abang 2:jauhnya.banjir tidak kuantan?

nadrah:erm..tak kot.

abang 2: Kuantan di mana

nadrah: indera mahkota

da truth is.die tk patut bcakap.sbb gmbar dah tk jadi.plus.dah la org lain ramai lg kot nak amik gambar ngan die.rase mcm nak ckp"bang.amik gmbar bang.dah la becakap.ahahha

DAY

DAY THREE

first time bfast di hotel KK.name PROMONADE HOTEL.orang yg tmpt bfast tuh tego

abg sabah: dari mana

nadrah: kuantan

abg sabah:jauhnye...sampai bila disini

nadrah:esok je..

abg sabah: datang sini bertiga je?(sbb die tgk umi n ayah di meja mkan)

nadrah:oh tak..abg pon ade

abg sabah: ahhh...belom kahwen. masih skola ya

nadrah:kolej:)okaylah..:)

aha...ok..arini last aktiviti.ke muzium sabah...city tour..n pegi umah my uncle:)

sepupuu...NIK AILIS KHALISHA...(kalo ejaan ne btul la..)

comel kan die.patut tgk die snyum...ololol

DAY FOUR

Balik KL.flight kol 2 smpai 420:)pneman tido saye?ini...sye beli kat sabah.die boleyh nangis kalo kite tkan prut die.

broga baby

2011-02-03T15:47:00.002+08:00

hey...i forgot...i didnt tell u yet kan pasal i went to broga dat day.8 cars.33 people.huge group kan kan kan..tak kenal kot diorg.kenal group2 kuantan je la.then bile da smpai kat atas sane mcm tertanye2 lak.eyh.org tuh group kite ke?ahah.kami bertolak jam 3 pagi gituh..coz nak meet up kat mcd bangi around 4.tapi. around 430 gtuh baru kumpul smue n gerak gi broga.sampai around 530 kot.nak naik?uih.sy dijaga rapi oleyh 4 gentlemen.so sweet la diorg.terime kasih korang.nadrah kan style lembik gini.ade la jatuh..then after jatuh smue pakat nak pgng beg..pgng botol air. and kasik lampoo..gentlemen abeyh kan kawan2 aku ne..siape? AZRI, IZAT, RAHIMI and WAFI.thanks eyh korang.tak berkesempatan nak terime kasih kat korang:)

sy mmg slaluuuu mahu pergi broga..sejak...2 tahun lepas kot..n tahun 2011 baru tercapai cite2.weeee...suke2.:D..thanks korang smue yg mngajak.

who am i?..what do i want?

2011-01-29T23:15:00.006+08:00

so hey.its me.nadrah.who else la kan yg bleyh log in .aha.so im at my brother's place.went to klcc.so i asked my mum i want this n dat..typical nadrah actually..i always want this n dat.my mum cakap..if nadrah mule cakapape yg die nak .sampai esok pon tk abeyh.its true tho..hehe.and then td i suddenly snap..when my mother cakap"u just bought 4 tops last week..if u re going to shop every week..itu kan tak elok..."suddenly snap oh.siyesly..then bile smpai umah..i forced my dad n my mum to watch movie with me.my mum n dad mmg tak tgk movie la.tgk tuh tgk tp tk pnah duduk diam..always go here n there.tak pon look here n there.play with hariz..laptop n so on..then dgr la my voice ckp"tgkla....."sdeyh oh kalo org tak tgk movie ngan kite.siyes sedeyh.nak mngis pon ade..

bile diorg kasik advise...mcm tadilah..shop everyweek tak elok.tk pon sy mkn tak habis td.so my mum mcm"kakak,,,knape tk abeyhhh..sayanglah..."saye assumed...mcm diorg marah.lagi lah snap oh.siyes tak cakap pon td.marah punye pasal.whats wrong with me eyh?i love attention..when a baby or anyone amik wat i have.like my mum n my dad or ape2 la yg i ade.i marah...

sumone did ask me...what do i want to make me feel better..happy again...he told me to go out with my gfs...my kuantan geng..my taylors frens...smue la kawan yg i ade kan.but then..i answered...they are just friend...not all friends kite boleyh bgtau whats on my mind n so on..sbb kan..not all la but some people..diorg just nak tau whats wrong with us.bukan diorg care pon.paham tak ape maksud sy.kekadang im afraid of people yg tikam org dr blakang ne.diorg tak care.then bile cter..diorg btau org len.then tersebar mluas sluruh dunia.tak gituh.see dat...dats wat i said"after all... u re always alone..n mmg la kite kene keep it to ourselve bile the only people yg leyh judge is ourselve.tp sakit kan?sakit gile pndam.tp bile org tnye taknak btau plak?tak plik ke gtuh?

mmg plik.bile ditanye nak wat camne....tak tau...its not that i dont know..saye tahu...siyes saye tahu...tp sbb sy just nak korang smue realize on ur own..faham tk prasaan tuh.prasaan yg ...hate being the one yg mmberitahu..kadang2..kite kne realize sendiri lah .jgn sampai diberitahu.mcam kite tak flush toilet.kotor tuh kan.buat la.jgn la smpai org sound n cop pengotor baru nak flush.kan.tak gtuh.tahu ramai yg tak setuju..tp im soo sorry.coz u knoe wat..

I expect more from others because I would be willing to do that much for them

situation1..

we will meet u at 7

since saye takut sy lewat..saye besiap 1 hour early.then 5 minutes before 7 i text them..jadi tk...pukul 8 plak..okaylah.ini mungkin nmpk mcm problem mase.tp tak..ini same je.org janji.kite siap.itu kan mcm i siyes la nak jumpe.bukan main...expect jumpe at 7...tp... lewat ..tkpela kalo tk paham..haih

situation 2.

do u have ur ic with u...taknak bwak la ur passport....ok..if lah jadi pape...i lost my ic..passport boleyh kan jd backup..knape tk bawak je?jadi backup..susah ke nak bawak satu passport tuh?nak pgng sndiri tkleyh plak.haih..sbb kalo saye yg ade password..eyh..passport..ahahahhah...ok back.....situation mcm ni..i ll bring my passport.treeehheh

situation 3.

im sick...ok.kekadang aku agak terase la kalo tgh sakit org wat bodo kan.takleyh dah nak kol tnye wat hppnd ke ape.okayla.bg org lain..time sakit nak rehat.tknak kene kacao smue.tp for me.if sakit..org tunjuk diorg care tuh pon da boleyh bwat aku happy..i still remember la bile masuk spital dulu doktor masuk ckp"haaaa....snyum pon awak..duduk pon awak.slalu tgk baring..tdoo je"well..sbb dat time tgh suh umi bace majalah ujang.ehehe..

actually byk la situation..mungkin org kate aku expect more..bukan..just nak org realize sndiri wat best to do in certain situation.kalo ade org ne.knal awak..awak plak knal sorg je..tp kawan2 die yg lain awak tk ignore kan.awak still salam or say hi?kan...then kenape dlam situasi yg leyh buat org sakit ati..korang takleyh nak realize sndiri?

saye ne tak la bgus sgt.siyes..ade je org yg sy rase die annoying ke ape.tp kite tkla ignore die ckp"eii..aku bnci kau so aku tknak ckp ngan kau" takleyh la mcm tuh..mcm tumblr ckp..bkan kite childish...cume kite being an adult..we learn how to face this person.ala..camne eyh nak ckp.bkan jgak kite blakon kite suke die.tk blakon..cume as manusia..kite kene la jgak jage tatasusila.smue..korang tk paham tkpela.

ini satu lg prob aku.susah btul nak explain.haih..tkpela.im fine...siyesly.but..i dont know...rase mcm everything around me tak best.mcm no one cares.im all alone.tp kalo ikutkan.aku nak marah kat sape kalo diri sndiri yg nak ade dlm bilik seorg diri.org ajak kuar tknak plak.salah sape skang?seeee..susahkan..

kekadang aku pelik ngan diri aku sndiri.aku tkleyh la nak mintak org tumpu kat aku sorg je.aku bukan sesiapa.mak ayah aku pon ade hariz.ade keje diorg.ade abang n adik aku jgak.bkan aku sorang.nape aku sensitive sgt.n aku kene lah terime bukan aku sorg je yg bwat mereka2 happy..diorg snyum or ketawa bkan sbb aku je.sbb org lain buat lawak jugak.plik kan nadrah?

haih...dahla..off to bed.kalo boleyh nak berhentikan mase.biar mlm lame sikit.siang buat aku pnat.

sampai skang aku tak tahu mcmne taknak fikir MELAMPAU.study.?kalo soklan tuh aku tkleyh jawab.lgi tension aku.problem gile kan?think too much ne mmg tk bgus.tp aku blaja critical thinking.suruh aku pk mlampau jugak.da tuh camne.aku pk terlalu mlampau smpai takde jawapannye.kau paham tak.tooo many WHY'S..if korang prasan lah..smue masalah..die berkait.bile org dtg lewat..kite kate problem dgn jainji mlayu.slalu lewat.if pk balik..iya itu janji.tp kite mngharap kan die dtg on time.so itu expectation.makanye.promise...time mngement..expectation..so kalo ikutkan smue masalah..die brangkai..n end with EXPECTATION..kan?

tkpelah tak paham .bye

hallo hallo hallo

2011-01-28T17:34:00.003+08:00

im going to talk bout yesterday.yesterday was....jap..siyes lupe hari.ok.khamis..ade 2 klas je..1 kol 8 ..satu kol 2.then after balik klas yg kol 2 tuh spent my time wif my baby kjap..da truth is..i reallly2 miss him.aha.if tak caye tanye alya or amiera hilton.2 girls itu la yg tahu .ahahhaha.thanks la korang smue.to my baby love.u know what?i miss u.

then around 6 kot ...off to shah alam.dgn da gurls, alya.wan,aida,aiman..yang sy kenal cume alya n wan je.then suddenly"hey nadrah i read ur blog"ahhaha.ok..tak terharu ke wei.ehehe.mane kite tahu kite ade silent reader.anyway.kepade mereka diluar sane yg silent reader.thanks for reading.kepada yg mmbenci.kau bace sape suruh.ahah.tp nowadays.da takde terime komen yg org nak hentam.so i guess everyone cool kan dgn nadrah..tp kalo korang tak cool ngan nadrah pon.knape?.saye mmg 100% sure saye takde pon buat org marah ke ape.kalo ade pon sbb diorg kuang hajo ngan saye.itu aje.heee okeyyy nextttt....sbenarnye kitorg gi shah alam smate2 nak gi makan mnde kat bawah ne..

abc special

Rm3.00

murah kan..kalo kat lebak depan umah..rm3.50 n tak la best mane pong.

then on the way back.mcm biase la..nadrah kan..dgn alya plak.pe lgi..craziness pastilah berlaku kan.maka kami pergi ikea.trehehhehe...itu sbnarnye mkanan 1st yg berat masuk perut pada hari khamis.sbb.dar pg sy mkn roti kosong gardenia.camne eja.ahhahha..aaa.tp btul la..ulang ..kosong ok.then around 2 mkn junkfood .misterpotato.then ptg abc..mlm meatballls..5 biji je.sbb prut meragam oh..biasela kan.bile tak mkn..die sakit saje.tak rase nak mkn pon.then...turunla..sbb alya nak pergi beli bunge..turun la......then bile da sampai kat bunge.alya nak beli kotak merah tuh..so ltak bunge.naik balik..thenmcm biase bile da smpai ikea perlu la mngade2 n perasan2 nak bilik n rumah macamne ..padahal duit takde pon.aahha.okeyh.then da amik mnde merah tuh . turun la balik nak gi kat bunge.tetbe bnde merah tuh alya kate.taknakla.ahhaha.okeyh..tak kelaka ke.da la td naik sbb bnde merah ..da naik..n turun smule...taknak plak...then amikla bunge2.then gi kat towel..alya cube towel utk kepalenye.time tuh mmg da ade la announcement ikea da nak tutup lg 30 minutes...then pergi bhagian cadar plak...then spend time kat tmpt tuh pon da mcm 30 minutes...patuh nak lilin plak..smpai tmpt lilin org ikea skali lg announce yg ikea da pon tutup..tak smpat nak beli lilin.so pergi la byar ...kat counter.....OMG...gile la pjggggggg org beratur..so...ade la 5 minit beratur..terkluar lak ayat ne dr mulut nadrah"isyk..tak best tul.nape la tutup awal sgt.da la lilin pon tak smpat nak pilih"..alya pon ckp ini"bratur la..sy gi amik lilin jap..saye blanje"omg babe...and guess wat..i got my lilin!!!~alya blanje.weee.happpy2...then dok bratur tuh lg..nadrah cm biase la kan..kecoh dok bercerita n alya plak rajin dgr.then tbe2 sy senyap sbb sy nampak seseorg.tp sy takleyh nak bgtau alya sbb seseorg tuh btul2 lalu blakng sy.da la time tuh tgh ckp ngan alya tp sy terdiam.ahah.thenn alya style terkjut"nape awak diam tetbe"ahhahahha..then alya follow la kan mane bola mate sy ne tgh tgk..rupenye..MAZLAN PET2...ahahha.gtuh je la hari khamis sy..hari khamis korng camne yeh.eheh.

gtuh je la cternye

tp i had fun..i laughed alot.:)

n now..back to normal.alone.ergh.hate dat.n sy masih tak mkn makanan berat...pg mkn pau .kol 5 td mkn megi...sedeyhnye.omg.:(

kayla.bye.nak pergi sedeyh sesorg..

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss

2011-01-25T17:04:00.002+08:00

very much :'(

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile

2011-01-24T22:47:00.003+08:00

korang tgk ..korang tk senyum ke.

i am

rindu tk jadi kanak2

diorg mane kesah pape

buat je ape diorg nak

n bile diorg sedeyh sakit hati smue.smuenye sbb tkdapat icecream..toys or chocolate je

n diorg leyh nangis out loud n tkde org nk kte diorg gile ke ape

kite?dah 22 yrs old..we cry over many things.

we cant cry mcm bdak kcik..sure org panggil security tau..try la..ahha

therefore...

we end up...hurting inside

what to do..thats life..

for today

2011-01-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

happy 8 months my love

forever yours,

nadrah

Day 28 - A picture of something you’re afraid of

2011-01-22T21:38:00.001+08:00

everything that related to GHOST

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member

2011-01-21T23:45:00.001+08:00

american idol

2011-01-20T22:41:00.004+08:00

trehehhehe...im smiling now.da lame tk snyum...feels good to smile again:) ..so many people i talked to today.and plus.i watch american idol..OH M G.ehehhe...

okaylah like usual i will text with my hunny bunny.lately he's been so busy..but baby...thank u for always texting me even when you re busy..sy happy sgt..appreciate sgt..and i m soo sorry for taking your time jgak.kekadang mcm terlajak lak ckp ngan u..hehehe.i miss u.i love u.one thing dat i wanna do ryte now kan? fly to canada n see u..if only for a day..i dont care.coz i really want to see u.i need u too..just like u im having a hard time.:(tp tkpe..kite fight kay baby..aja2 fightinggg...love uuu..:D.eii.sayang awak.gewam..hehhe..

then paan.ahah.byk la die kne fire..ksian gak.tp paan tkpe.die da tau nadrah camne n everything yg nadrah ckp mmg utk kebaikan jugak.ce wah...tk gtuh paan.tp btul la..gud luck yah..we always here for you.:)jgn lupe geng kuantan sudah..if nak kene fire lupe lah:P

then my fren di taylors msg ..ckp windu..oloh mngadenye.padahal senin nnti da ade klas.mngade kau.tp lek ah.nnti kite pi tgk wayang n lepak kat snogurt .trehehehhe

then baloo ade msg ckp die kat kuantan smue..papehal btau ah bai.org kuantan ade je kat sini :D

then sy tgk AMERICAN IDOL..ahahha.ok ini sgt la tkleyh blah.sy tk pnah nak minat cerite begini..lg2 yg bhagian audition ne kan...first time ne tgk.smbil mkn frenh fries mcd n minum coke.tetbe bapak dtg.tkyah tgkla cite ne..buduh aje..sy ckp" ala sonok la yah..tgk ne suare tk sedap.tgk muke Judges die"trahahhahha.ok siyes klaka...then yg mane bjaye masuk tuh..lagi la..nak runtuh tmpat tuh dijeritnye.then mngis plak.aha.oklah dis one mayb sy tk brape nak paham.kalo judge tuh kate NO..kenape desperate sgt nak masuk..adui la.tak paham sbenarnye.jgn la desperate kakak abg.satu dunia tgk kot. pahtu time diorg nyanyi ngan aku skali bererut dahi n herot mulut dgr diorg.ahahha.seronok ok...klaka pon ade.jlo ade plak.n also STEVE TYLER..ok ..die nyanyi suare die mmg seksi habis.n if dalam glap..samar2..tgk mulut die mmg sexy..tp bie ade lampoo..pengsan tgk muke die.ahah.ok sorry..tp my dad ade tanye"tuh laki ke pompuan"ahahhaha..sian steve..

then tak abeyh glak lg...dok sngeyh2 pusing satu bilik..duduk mngadap laptop trase mahu skype..cekla kot2 sape ade online.aku nak kaco.haaa.kekasih hati ade.ALYA.ahahahha...kan da mule la cerite n gosip2 setelah almost 2 minggu tk jumpe..abeyh ha tunjuk bear yg ade.ahahhaha..thanks la babe.seb baik awak tak busy..i really need sumone to talk to.

kepade mereka smue didalam post ini.thank u.thank u shooo much.mmg syg ah korang smue..lately..sgt sensitive..i just need to talk..mngarut pon tkpe.:)heheh..kaylah.habis satu hari kan.20 hb da.cepat nye mase

u know what.

im afraid of the future

i dont know how to save my money

i dont know how to NOT THINK TO MUCH

any idea?please let me know.share it withh me.coz i really need help.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you

2011-01-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

something?takleyh...so many thingsss.tp all i can think about right now adalah dibawah ini..mahu mngis kaw2 kalo ilang smue bnde ne termasuk my ipod ..my purse.walopon tkde duit ahahha:).beg2..baju2...novel2..eyh kete...mcmne leyh lupe kat joe.ahahha. ok..see.bukan sumthing da ne.tp btul la:)..mmg mngis tak blgu la kalo tkdok.

Day 25 - A picture of your favorite day

2011-01-19T22:02:00.002+08:00

I dont have picture for that day..but what i remember the most.WE spent time TOGETHER.

its like

2011-01-19T11:23:00.006+08:00

Have you ever feel like you re just so sad..

you feel even more sad

when you watch Khloe slaps Scott in Keeping up with Kardashian

when you hear Brono Mars sings COZ YOU RE AMAZING JUST THE WAY YOU ARE

when your mum suddenly say" do not touch my paper..im counting" when you dont even near the paper..

when everyone around you ignore you

when there is no more good morning or random text msgs

when you check your phone every 5 minutes just to see if you receive any text msg from certain someone

when you think everything is wrong and nothing is right

when you have millions of quotes from tumblr in your mind that you try to relates to your current situation

when you feel like you want to go somehere far away.alone.without telling anyone and let them hurt and let them shed tears in finding you.

when you just want to do nothing ..just sit and lay on the beach or somewhere quite

when you desperately want to do some dangerous stuff.and let something hurt you so that you can sleep and forget all things that is going on in your life

when you daydream ..want to be like KIMORA LEE SIMONS.

when you just want to be like KIM KARDASHIAN ..many invitation..busy...taking pictures so you can forget your sadness

when you feel like break into all banks in the world.take the money and go shopping till you dont have money left.

when you wish you dont even exist and born in this world

when you wish you dont have FEELIngs at all

when all you need is LONG HUGS and cry till you fall asleep in his arm.

the girlfriend

2011-01-19T01:20:00.001+08:00

i will choose both, my family and you. You are soon will be a part of my family.and you're too as important as my family. If you re breaking my family apart.clearly you're not worth sticking with.
i will listen to what my parents say.If its not true .i will sit down and explain. nothing can be solved by raising my voice.
i will be with you through ups and downs.no matter how busy.how tired ..i will always be with you ..together we find a way.problems will always come.please remember..problems come...and it willl go...will goo.i used to not believe in happy ending.but i found this"IF ITS NOT HAPPY.ITS NOT THE END"
i willl always find a way to every arguments that we had.BREAKING UP is not the best solution.Sometimes you have to make an effort to achieve something.If you choose breaking up over finding a way to solve your problem..You're not going anywhere...i hope my point is clear.heh
i will only use facebook to see your picture.what re you up to..whats your plan.just a short wall post saying iloveyou or missyou
the truth is.whatever you do..i never get tired of you.
i love you.the more i get to know guys..the more i want to be with you
i will do everything just to save our relationship.together we make things work
i want my parents to know that you are one of the reason that i ve changed (good girl)
i m so happy to tell everyone including my siblings that you re my boyfriend...coz you re amazing.just the way you are:)
Just do whatever you want.We only live once .just remember your place.your limit..its all good and I ll support you.Always
I will make you smile
Thank you for all the suggestions..It helps me
I show my fist to every guy yg mnggedik dgn saye:)

heeeee...i love you boy.:)

If I were a boy

2011-01-18T17:09:00.009+08:00

I won't choose my girlfriend over my family.
I won't raise my voice to my mum and dad because of my girlfriend
I won't have a schedule of what time i have to be with my girlfriend
I won't suggest a break up every time we fight
I won't say anything bad to my girlfriend publicly, ie-FACEBOOK
I won't get tired of my girlfriend
I won't allow myself to get distracted by any other girl
I won't do anything that will ruin our relationship
I won't make my parents think that my girlfriend is a reason that i have changed (to BAD)
I won't hit my siblings just because they tell my parents about my girlfriend
I won't list down DO's and DONT's of what my girlfriend SHOULD or SHOULD'NT do when we're together
I won't wear sad face anymore
I won't be the one that make her shed tears
I won't undermine her for any of her suggestions.In fact..try it
I won't woo any other girl behind or in front her

GOOD VERSION

i saw this. Boys.Please.be more sensitive. Who are you to yell at your parents? Some more because of a girlfriend? Your parents give you ADVISE for your own good. She's not your girlfriend if she is breaking your family apart. You don't have any rights to list down Do's and Dont's just because she is your girlfriend. She is just your girlfriend ,not yet a wife. You clearly dont have any rights to ask her to do this and to do that. Facebook is just a place to have new friends, keep in touch with the old friend, to see how your girlfriend is doing what's her plan over the weekend and so on. Its not a place where you can simply say" I don't know if this relationship will last" or maybe "please don't do this to me.I'm tired of you".It's between the two of you.Do you actually happy to inform the world that you have problems?When I'm in love with this girl and I have to choose between her or AngelinaJolie/Taylor Swift/ Camilla Belle. It's always been HER. The point is, any girls that come into your life..How beautiful..how perfect.you still want to be with her because she's the ONLY ONE.

NADRAH VERSION- KASAR

aku pelik lah ngan kau.kekadang aku tak tau ape problem kau.kalau kau dah kawen pon ..kau takde rights pon nak arah die do this do that..bongok. Im soo sorry but some boys..are just too much..who do you think you are..if only i have power.OMG.habis kau.kau tahu tak. I'm so into tumblr, i found this "whatever happens DO NOT suggest a break up."just to share.If you re in love. You will be with each other through ups and downs . its a lie when two people in love cakap that they never argue.BUlLSheep(lembu jantan +kambing biribiri) je tuh.mcam lagu pramlee..SEDANGKAN LIDAH LAGI TERGIGIT..INI PULA SUAMI ISTERI..tapi terlihat di fb ..salahkan newsfeed..aku bukan stalker.ahah" awak jgn buat sy tak tahan dgn awak" OMG.kalo aku pompuan tuh aku blaaa je.eiii marah aku..sbb tuh la da kurang fb skang..lately byk yg couple mcm nak mnunjuk diorg gaduh..asal la.plik aku..yg dah kawen pon camtuh gak ape kes.kau dah kawen pemikiran sile la matang. Kalao kau syg..die susah la camne pon.kau nak je ngan die.kau tak penat.tak caye?nah qoutes dr bapak JUNO" the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what-have-you. The right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your a_ _. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.".so >KEPADA SOME LELAKI NE JGAK.tolong la jgn nak underestimate pompuan sgt..tak percaye? nah lagu anita sarawak"JANGAN PANDANG KU SEBELAH MATA HANYA KERNA AKU WANITA"..kalo die bg suggestion..at least CONSIDER jgn throw in the trash cam tuh je.kalo ade recycle bin takpe.. leyh tgk balik.ne real life.kau paham..BACKSPACE TAK leyh pakai in real life AND RECYCLE BIN takde if nak tgk balik ape yg dah dibuang.yg pnah jadi kat kebanyakan gadis.pakcik yg da bruban.yg tgh dukung anak.yg berkopiah.tolong la bang.tk payah nak hye.tak payah nak kenyit mate.aku geli!!!~.yg ade ..(wife kau) cukup la.nape kau nak gatal lg.aku garu ngan kulit durian baru tahu.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book

2011-01-18T16:35:00.000+08:00

I know they have eclipse and so on.but i love this book:)i don't know why

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at

2011-01-17T22:32:00.001+08:00

EVERYTHING

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget

2011-01-16T22:21:00.003+08:00

ERASE BAD MEMORIES

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel

2011-01-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

Please ayah...please umii..im already 22..

Day 19 - A picture and a letter

2011-01-14T22:17:00.001+08:00

I CANT SHOW IT HERE..noo...I DONT WANT TO SHOW it HErE

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity

2011-01-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

2011-01-12T22:07:00.001+08:00

recently...

nothing kot

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you

2011-01-11T14:46:00.000+08:00

tooo many people inspire me you know..but..on top of the list...its alwayssss him..

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die

2011-01-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD MITH MY FAMILY.when i say family...my whole family...umi ayah adik abg hariz kak elai, their future sons or daughter...adik's future wife ..ther kids....my future husband.my future IN LAWs..:)

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without

2011-01-09T14:38:00.000+08:00

someone?they are my someone.

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist

2011-01-08T14:12:00.000+08:00

long time favourite..i was mad.n i will be really mad if i heard and hear anyone took and take his song for their wedding....i dont know why..it is...stilll...till now

maybe coz i want his song for my wedding.ahahha

Day 12 - A picture of something you love

2011-01-07T18:08:00.003+08:00

i am so into this cute camera.just bought polaroid camera.so..there....he is my new toy.meet MR Pearce. Fujifilm.instax 210

next?mini diana please

Style your hijab

2011-01-06T08:36:00.005+08:00

syarat penting nak join!!

1) gambar pakai tudung or hijab or shawl ( purdah digalakkan..hee) p/s TUDUNG BAWAL PON

BOLEY ..wuwu

2)make sure tutup aurat ! ( pakai tudung ikot cara islam yer ! )

3)bile ana cakap tutup aurat means takde nampak rambut,takde nampak lengan,takder sendat2

sangat yer

4)kalau ade gambar yang tak tepati syariat ,gua tak reject awal2,tapi gua nasihat dulu..(kalau ade

jugak markah kureng sket la yer ? )

selepas dua syarat di atas dipenuhi,buat ini :

satu entry bertajuk SAYA SUKE BERHIJAB or STYLE UR HIJAB ,masokkan gambar di atas dalam entry anda,pastu linkkan gambar itu ke post ini yer ..letak sekali syarat-syarat contest ni yer ^^
letak banner(gambar ) yang kat atas tu di sidebar belog anda..hohoo ( nak resize banner pon boley )
yang paling penting mestila korang kene letak gambar korang bertudung/berhijab/ber-shawl/berpurdah tu kat dalam entri korang tu ^^
sila tag kawan-kawan korang..3 orang pon jadila..hee (make sure kawan korang taw yer )
dah siap tu submit la post korang kat COMMENT box gua okei :)
tarikh tutup pertandingan adalah 11 january 2011
ouh,kalau gambar berdua,bertiga bersepuluh pon takpe asalkan gambar korang kene ade ! ^^
kalau baik hati alang alang da join contest tu ,tekan la butang follower tu.tehee,( tiada paksaan ) ->Dah buat

after di tagged oleyh fathin dan afina

mungkin saye patut cube kan:)

ini resultnye

mungkin tak sehebat mane

tp ini before keluar ngan alya:)

next yg di tag adalah sayang2 dibawah ini:)

SIS JIHANI

FATIN

ELLY

for more details..

visit here

http://www.iniwootwoot.com/2010/12/style-your-hijab-contest.html

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate

2011-01-05T16:55:00.001+08:00

slouchhh

omg seriouly...tak pnah nak straight mcm jolie dalam the tourist kan..

cube bayangkan nadrah yg bawak boat..takla setegak die..

isyk..ntah camane nak baiki..

sigh Sigh SIgh SIGh SIGH sIGH siGH sigH sigh

2011-01-05T12:46:00.003+08:00

asal eyhhhhh...tak tau patut nak trase ke tdak...curi ayat alya sikit"sy tk tau sy patut trase ke tdak"heh

dah la nadrah

AJA AJA..kau kan ade bnde lain yg nak dikejar..jom kejar JOMMMMM...

note to self : STOP expecting,

Stop waiting.

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with

2011-01-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

Alya

i dont have anyone to play with daaa:(

2011-01-04T10:50:00.004+08:00

sperti yg sedia maklom...since rabu lpas saye brade di kuantan..setelah mndapat approval dr 2 bos besar untuk ponteng dan setelah mlihat quota ponteng masih ade.saye pon balik lah kuantan...tp takla nak sedap sngt dok kuantan sbb 6hb and 10hb ne ade test.haih.seram sjuk bile pikir hal test..

bile balik kuantan saye kuat sikit main.channel 711 mmg jadi hak milik kekal saye lah.sampai umi ngan ayah skal da jangkit tgk kimora lee, keeping up with the kardahians,mel B, giuliana and bill.lpas tuh soklan yg bapak mesti tanye"laki ngan bini ke ne"aha...

itu satu...kedua yg saye suke sgt main.."umi~mane da shawl yg kite beli n yg ade org kasik smue tuh kakak nak tgk" then after 30 minit kemudian lari2 ke bilik umi ckp"tadaaa...cantik tak?" haa..tuh mmg keje nadrah la.main lilit2 tudung.tibe mase nak kuar.tudung bawal gak jadi pilihan.kekadang letak anting2 lah.macam2 letak..then sbb saye ne takde sisters..sure umi la jadi mangse" umi..jom main lilit tudung..kakak tolong lilitkan untuk umi..cantik umi..jomla"

itu kedua. ketige lak ...rambut.slalu main ngan adik.adik la tolong blowkan...ironkan..sikatkan.mcm2 la.bile die in da mood la..kalo die takde mood cube ckp"dik...tolong sikat rmbut"bile die kate"ala..sikat la sndiri"aku jgak yg trase.aha..then sebab adik tkde rituh n mmandangkan air sjuk mcm ais.ltakkan air dlm besen hariz...mintak umi basuhkan.shampookan smue.tp tuh pon die nak taknak sbb die risaukan adik yg pegi kl:(sian aku.nak mngis pon tkleyh

keempat..saye suke sgt la ckp mnde ngarut.then glak sorg.dulu slalu ckp kat imran..kekadang before die tdo cerita la pasal"wak2..ade cter ne kan mr bean ne...mak die mninggal..patuh die nangis la kan..then 2 minit gtuh ...die nangis lagi kuat..kawan die tnye la nape nangis kuat lg...mr bean kate"kakak saye kol...mak die pon mninggal jgak""ahahha..then aku yg glak..aku ta tau la die glak ke tdak.sbb ..ckp pon dlm bbm je.sedey...die da bz..nak main2 ngan die pon da tkleyh

nak main ngan adik pon takleyh.ngan umi pon takleyh.ayah lg la.hariz jauh..kecik plak tuh...dah tuh aku nak main ngan sape.:'(..

nnati saye kawin.ade anak nanti..sy nak ade 2 anak pompuan..2 laki.so takla yg pompuan tuh sunyi cam saye.nanti bile bosan2 leyh msg kakak..takpon tkde geng nak gi MAYSAA event leyh ajak kakak..ade sales...leh ajak kakak..ade movie baru leyh ajak kakak..nanti leyh gosip2 gak.kan kakak kan..aha.ye la kakak aku invi..sedeyh.

day 9:A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

2011-01-03T23:03:00.001+08:00

babe..thanks...thanks for always there 4 me..tahan ngan nangeyh2 i...dok sibuk2 study i kol nangis pon u layan gak..

u know i love u kan

xoxo:)

tak sabo nak jumpe u!

double triple SIGHING..i will use AKU in dis post

2011-01-02T21:49:00.008+08:00

2011..awal2 da buat org marah.its either sy ne yg pmarah sgt atau fb sudah mmbosan kan and org2 dalm face book sgt ..for me...mngada.

da pnah da ckp pasal ne sebenarnye.bile kekadang kite kate..uih panasnye hari ni.OMG ..mmg la tau neraka lg panas n all..tp boleyh tak paham dalam konteks ayat ini bahawa.hari ini matahari panas trik ..panas.takkan nak kate..uih salji turun hari ni.sejuknyee..itu aje.sbg manusia.islam sy ingat..neraka lg panas.saye tahu tuh tapi boleyh tak kalo nak jawab mcm tuh yg kau gi gatal comment knape.aku tak pnah suruh.facebook aku.status aku.aku boleyh ckp ape aku nak

hujan..berhentilah...dijawab pula hujan itu rahmat..sy patut bersyukur hujan turun.moga allah turunkan rahmat kepada saye.amin..skali lagi saye ckp.saye manusia.saye mungkin jahat tp saye tahu hujan itu rahmat.saye tahu.mak ayah saye ajar..ustaz n ustazah sy dulu pnah bgtau even ade lagu ckp pasal hujan tu rahmat.eventho sy ta tau ape tajuk lagu tuh.tp again..tk perlu ckp mcm tuh.mcm aku ne jahil sgt ta tahu pape..okk.aku ni manusia biase.tak pnah nak sempurna.aku cube jgak baiki.tp kan.takperlu ckp mcm tuh la..fahami konteks ayat itu sendiri dan dimana aku suarakan..ade aku buat banner ckp TOLONG BERHENTI HUJAN TOLONG...dah kalo name dalam fb.fb aku plak.ade aku kacau status kau ke.meyh nak cter.bile hujan kan.for me la.saye jadi emo.serbe tak kne.nak mngis ade.rase dunia pun sedeyh.paham tak .pnah rase.rase sayu.rase mcm ade org susah out there.so aku jadi susah hati..aku ni plik skit.so itu aku rase.pastuh plak.aku kat kuantan.dah berhari2 mandi air batu sbb air panas tak berfungsi.ayah nak baiki tp org tuh tak dtg2.ujan plak lebat...berterusan...sjuk..katiil aku pon lmbab.kite rase lmbab.bile guruh..kilat..aku takut...aku pnah tak blik umah..stuck kat kolej n kol ayah kat foyer ckp kakak takut..kilat camane kakak nak balik..ituh je..faham konteks ayat lah.

sbnarnye bile aku kene smack ngan org pasal status then dikaitkan ngan agame or pape..itu aku marah.mcm td plak.perihal nombor.aku tahulah smayang bape rakaat.tp prlu ke macam tuh.aku just curious.knape smue org punye status dok ckp nombor.aku nak tau gak since takde org nak explain kat aku..tp kau ckp gtuh plak.mane aku tak sentap.

aku tahu.aku takla alim..aku ne bukan la baik sangat.tp tak perlu nak smack aku mcm tuh.aku dah mule bosan ngan facebook.status aku .aku punye suke.aku nak ckp.stop pissing me off..kalo diorg ta tau ke ape..aku peduli ape..at least aku rase lega

korang paham tak ape yg sy try btau.if tak paham takpela..sy tak pnah okay pon bab explain2 ne..

aku sangat sensitive nowadays..even the smallest thing pon leyh wat aku sentap.sjak facebook org dok smack aku everytime aku update status or pape pon..kekadang aku ta tau da nak lluah kat sape..blogger...hm..maybe boleyh la.org yg dok smack aku tak tahu aku ade blog..sbb dulu pnuh blog aku org dok kutuk aku..aku privatekan..then now open to public balik. n if diorg tahu pon..mayb diorg jadi silent reader je.yg jadi mangse skang...me..tumblr n bbm status.tuh la tmpat aku luahkan perasaan aku.aku skang dok keoh nak cari diari.ayah nak bg aku tknak.nak jugak beli.aku ne degil.nak yg cantik2.takmo la yg tulih pejabat bapak aku..private bank ke.bank islam ke ape ke.diari aku..aku nak yg cantik.

sometimes...we just need sumone to talk to..korang paham tak ayat ne.betul oh..kekdang kite just nak ade manusia kite nak berckp..kongsi cerite.even ckp tuh bnde mngarut pon..mcm tuh kite jadi lega sikit.tak byk pon at least lega..sbb otak da tak tertutup da.aku ne tak la suke sgt berckp.tp bile aku nak ade org...tuh maksudnye mmg aku perlukan manusia.

what i just realized today kan..after all..u ll always be ALONE..

sad huh?

i know

selamat datang 2011

azam?aku taknak ckp byk sbb nanti org kate aku ne ini la itulah.aku sentap lg.so cukupla aku simpan azam aku. work on it.

ayat aku mmg mngundang.aku perli cukup pedas. just jgn cari pasal ngan aku.sbb kau akan sakit.aku akan sakit.kite dah tak kawan.i dont want that.

ps:tak salah kau nak tegor org..alhamdulillah.tp bile kau aibkan manusia .membabi buta ckp...tak kemane pon kau.pesanan aku.bertempatlah..kalo kau rase itu hanye gurauan.bnyak lg bnde yg kau boleyh guraukan.tp bile kau campur adukkan hal agame dan seumpanye.aku marah.aku sentap

suka duka 2010.jom flasback balik jomm!~

2010-12-31T22:55:00.015+08:00

JANUARI

Tahun baru...azam baru.tapi mule tahun 2010 .azam tak baru.cume renew aja pahtuh tambah kasik tk memilih sgt mknan..tp..aih..mcm tk mnjadi ja..then bulan ne jugakla saye pergi cherating.haaa.tak pnah2 gi cherating..then bawak group bdak2 monash tuh.yg blanja dinnernye IMRAN ZAKI.gambar?tkmo la tunjuk sbb diorg smue seksi tp ade jumpe gmbar ne:)

lain kan muke die ngan skang..haa.time ne tak knal pon die..nak ckp terime kasih blanja mkn pun ketar sbb die sombong skit.pandang org pon tk.haih..then bulan januari ne jgak la ade masalah bersame roommate yg datangnye dr uzbekistan.hm

FEBRUARY

Ini bulan main2, kmain kecoh alya and shilla ajak nak pi arabic nyte.shopping lah.survey tempat mekap.berkumpul umah alya siap2.mekap2.amik gambar..aih suke tau tak..i love girls night out..sbb confirm ade glak smpai berair mate la.ahaha.mlm itu touch up smue oleyh mereka.tudung pon shilla yg belitkan:) the bulan ne gak.dapat bilik singgle room..da takde maslah ngan roommate dah..biasela..umi gune kuase veto die;)

MARCH

masuk Lanchaster Uni...berkenalan ngan lecturer yg cam singe....kawan pon mmg takde la kan kalo yg mlayunye aku sorg.ahaha.tp okaylah..kawan ngan cine..india..laki mlayu ade la.tp tkkn nak gi lepak ngan die kan.cam plik aje.tp zaman kat sunway..mmg lek kire sape je kawan saye.sedeyh kan

APRIL

woah..ini mungkin bulan paling moody.sudah la ade masalah dgn professor yg racist.lepas tuh sangat lah emo kan. lpas tuh plak macam tension statistic susah.mr deric plak alahai..then ade laki yg ajak saye kawen.ape la punye laki kan.knal mmg da lame snyap 5 thun..jumpe balik ajak kawen..mmg WTH la kan.isyk2..tp..saye jadi makcik bulan ne..makcik kepada budak comel DANIEL EZZ HARIZ

MAY

aha.ini bulan paling happy.masih ingat lg tau bulan ne.ade knal sorang batman ne.mmg tak sangke sbb die jiran.last jumpe januari aritu..sy slalu ckp die sombong.then just bermsg di fb pasal assignment.then die ckp die tkut status kat fb garang.then bile da mule berym.macam2 bertukar cerita.tanggal 23 may..itulah tarikh official saya dan die..thru skype je//kami long distance...yap..da same imran zaki yg blanje saye dinner ramai2 januari hari tuh..isyk..dunia..

JUNE

ini bulan sy seronok..jumpe MY bff HAZIRAH..makan steak kat dome..mak die smpai ckp"awak ta tau jalan blik ke.?huahauhauha...terbaik kne perli.ahahah.then bulan ne jugak..saye ke BUKIT TINGGI...wee.sonok tau...dahla pergi dngan geng2 kuantan.itu last kot kami smue ade together..ye la after that paan dah chow..sobs.

JULY

i always love JULY. ehehe.so..i had like 4 celebrations:)..first with alya and shilla..i got kent.and then with my baby..thru skype.ade kek okayh..omg sgt sweet...then on saturday with geng kuantan...another cake..and with family ..went to INDONESIA:)

AUGUST

emo again...i love attentions..itu la prob aku..asal org bz sikit aku da mule nak merajuk tak tentu pasal.oh dis month..ade jamuan majlis akikah daniel ezz hariz:)

SEPTEMBER

kekasih hati pulang ke Malaysia..jumpe for da first time after declaration.ahahha.then RAYA!~oh..ade jgak kami jalan2 time raye together gether:)dgn group kuantan:)the happiest month:)its like..everything is complete...

OKTOBER

OCTOBER INTAKE, WEST OF ENGLAND, BRISTOL DI TAYLOR'S LAKE SIDE...ACCOUNTING AND FINANCE STUDENT. mule hidup baru..rakan juga baru:)

NOVEMBER

bende baru saye cube.thanks kepada my babe,fatin suhana.malu ah waa.tp takpela.cube2..bile lg nak cube:)

DECEMBER

Sekali lg kluar.thanks bg pluang skali lg:)walaupon mnagis aku tk suke tgk muke sendiri.aha.and dis month jgak imran zaki pulang ke canada.mnangis tak sikit ah wa cakap.tp now da okay da.:)i guess.abg azim, sepupuku jugak dah kawen:)

begitu lah tahun 2010..pnuh suke duke..emo..air mate.ketawa.macam2 lah..bye bye 2010..awak takla baik sangat ngan saye.tp awak jugak kasik sy bhagia.trime kasih.saya harap abg awak,2011 akan lebeyh gentleman:)ehhe.bye.takkan lupe awak.sampai bile2

Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh

2010-12-30T13:03:00.001+08:00

ahahahhahhahahahahahahaha

Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item

2010-12-29T14:29:00.000+08:00

weee.....i will show it to you guys;).

soon....kot:)

Day 06 - A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day

2010-12-28T13:45:00.000+08:00

dulu lah..nak sangat kalo boleyh trade place ngan diorg smue ne walaupon diorg tak wujud..

then nak tukar dgn

lepastuh....

pendek kate dr zaman kecik lagi nak sangat la trade place ngan princess..sbb da set in mind da princess ne cantik...nak ape pon dpt..dress sure gemok kat bawah.pakai crown.mmg cun habis lah princess ne kan.itu yg bile dipanggey puteri idung kembang cam da boleyh masuk kapal titanic kan..tp lepas da membesar ne..umo da 21 pandai2 la ckp kat diri sendiri"kau tak kan jadi princess pon nadrah.kau nak ape pon..tak semue kau dpt."life is not a fairytale"..walaupon kekadang lupe yg diri ni hanyalah manusia..

makanya

skang..da taknak trade ngan sape2 da..jadi org kat bawah pon dah alhamdulillah:)jadi sape2 pon..same je.lain lah plak masalahnye.i mean..what u have to go thru in life kan...nak jugak ade princess sikit2..kecoh lari satu dewan cari mak baby yg pakai veil tuh ckp"nak boleyh tak.kjap je.amik gmbar"ahahhahaok nadrah.kau mmg 21 thn

Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory

2010-12-27T10:50:00.000+08:00

when everything used to be so simple.

i want to go sumwhere..haih.

Day 04 - A picture of your favorite night

2010-12-26T10:46:00.000+08:00

6 months

something so sweet ..n meaningful happened.

ehehhe.

takkan lupe sampai bile2.

klaka pon ade:)

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show

2010-12-25T20:57:00.005+08:00

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

ini tv shows 24 hours.

sedeyh tgk ini.happy tgk ini

biarkan die terbukak

GOSSIP GIRL

selalu perasan nak berbaju macam serena

dapat selesai masalah mcm blair

kaya mcm chuck.

cantik mcm lily

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

2010-12-24T17:42:00.000+08:00

since standard 5 .

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts

2010-12-23T10:36:00.002+08:00

i have the craziest mood swings
if i dont like something i dont know how to hide it.i will show it straight away.
i love attentions from my family and imran. if they ignore me.haa sudah..menangis smpai tdo
im picky when it comes to food.and shop
i have dis chronic disease when i want sumthing..it has to be now.im suck at waiting
i am the quietest one in class.2 of my lecturers actually told me this" why are u so quite..i never hear your voice"suprisingly..they know who i am becoz im the quietest..WHAT LA.i tot org bising yg snang ingat name.haih.so mmg aku lah yg slalu kne jawab kan kalo ade soklan.or if amik attendance.tk yah tgk saye angkat tgn.da tau da saye sape.haih.
however...i am the LOUDEST in my family.if saye diam..my father will be like" eyh.cube check.kakak ade tak blakang tuh.nape snyap"
im a crybaby..even the smallest thing can make me cry.
i dont share.i cant share.if my family beli family buckets kfc..i will get my own set of snackplate.:)
i miss the person i love terribly.

aina punyeeee..nak buat jgak tau aina

2010-12-22T22:52:00.001+08:00

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show

Day 04 - A picture of your favorite night
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 06 - A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day
Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture and a letter
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your favorite day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you’re afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss

assalamualaikum

2010-12-19T09:32:00.003+08:00

salam pagi ahad:)

i dont have stories to tell you.im seriously not in the good mood. i felt angry,sad,happy,hyper in 1 hour yesterday..changing every 20 minutes. I have no idea why..seriously. i got tired.and i tried to sleep..sumhow..my inner monologue was tooo loud and i can;t sleep..good ryte?heh..you have no idea what i ve been thru yesterday.aku sendiri pnat layan diri sndiri.

after imp went back to canada.hm..i have 2 news to share.1 gud news.and 1 bad news

the good news is. I STUDY..yes.i can focus.bcoz if i dont..i will cry.so ..gud news la kan dapat focus.mcm da dpt trang kat korang pasal economics.ahah..nak tahu?when income increase.the demand shift to the right..=normal good. when income increase.demand shift to the left=inferrior goods.alah.itu senang.ahhaha.monopoly characteristic? single firm, undifferentiated(unique product),price maker..eyh btul ke?ahahha..nanti jap gi ah check balik.mandi pon tk.bgn2 trus gi buat syarahan kat blog paan n now my own blog.

the bad news is.. I DONT WANT TO EAT.ergh.siyesly.tak rase lgsung nak mkn.if beli mknan pon.tak pnah nak habis.sian prut aku.asik bunyiiii je.tp really..i dont feel like eating.im not hungry.tp prut asik bunyi.ape lah masalah kau prut.tak bleyh ke kau dok diam.biar aku take care jap pasal hati.kpale dan badan aku.

resolution?ce wah..new year tak masuk lg.tp really..since im an accountant to be..ade lah dok kire2 kan...you know what..if I save rm 20 per week..i can have like RM960 a year.since i dont eat much ne kan...i think i can save like hundred a week.:)wooots...ne nak happy ne.blackberry ke iphone?ahahah. december is coming to an end..haa.if i dont use that money kan..uh la la...dapat la 3hundred this month?not bad nadrah.ahaha.

herm...i tumbllr a lot lately.seems like farah yg perasan.i posted sad things.ahahha.n alya.aku asik nangis je kat die je lately.but then sure die tanye"dah kalo awak tk btau ,camne org nak tau..klaka la awak ne"ahahhaha..then aku glak sndiri.btul gak kan.kau ingat smue org edward cullen ke nadrah..adoi..

oh..i ulang twilight like 6 times yesterday.tk tgk pon..just biar die dok berckp..n saye trus trusan bertumblr..i cant wait to go back actually.one of the reason WHY im like this ..sbb aku sorg.everytime balik klas"hellow bilik"oh my god.at least balik umah ade umi ayah adik bibik...hah..gaduh2..ade la jgak sumthing happen.ahah.ne asik layan perasan sendiri.pnat lah.

ade org tnye umi:"anak pompuan u bile nak kawen"

umi jawab: "uih..lmbat lg.tak puas lg gaduh ngan die."

ahaha.umi sangat open skang..she knows everything.when i say

"ape..umi ne..suke ckp gtuh"she will be like"umi pon pnah mude lah kakak"okay fine..ahah.thanks umi sbb faham.sy block smue kerabat2..kecuali die.kaum kerabat ne kekadang.haih..if tau dekat main office yg mane ketuanye queen elizebeth..woah..mahu gegar kelantan terenggan kuantan.aha.

i sent this to umi

" im not dumb..im just a lil bit slower.i have to work hard if i want sumthing..but i will assure you..i will make you proud..sumday.love you"

she called...knape kakak?n i was like..takde ..btul la...then we talked about sumthing else...

at 3 am..i got her text msg

" you always make me proud .you re my only daughter and i love you."

mesti die bgn smayang sunat tuh.n teringt nak reply.ahah.thanks umi.thanks for everything.i will study smart.not hard::)

ahah.and slalu je amik gmbar portfolio yg ade GOOD!~ send kat diorg..and cerite i have to explain infront of the class about price discrimination..ahah.kekadang pk..da mcm bdak darjah satu balik

surat buat kekasih

2010-12-15T22:53:00.005+08:00

hello awak,

Datang jugak hari ini.awak balik mesia cukup 100 days kite together,1 september 2010. awak pulangke canada, cukup 8 hari before 7 months kite. kite jumpe 2 September.ingat tak i tulih in my calender"kite jumpe today for da first time after bergelar kekasih.*ce wah* and kite malu2..just sek sek bom bom je" ahaha. Sepanjang awak balik kite takla jumpe hari2.tp thank u love for always there for me. Thanks sbb awak sabar dgn kerenah sy yang ntah pape ne.Thanks sbb i have sisters now...i never tot i can go out with ur siblings.and bile kite berlime kuar together..wee...you have no idea how happy i am;)..i met your brother.dah siap main fussball same2 ha.i met ur sisters too..ur younger sister.we went to a movie..berdua?can you imagine that?haa ..i tak sangke okay..i even hantar dia to music class tau.kan da mcm sister2 punye hal tuh.eehe...and your elder sister.ala die baru pulang..and time jumpe die first time pon..tak rase awkward.thanks baby.and thanks for coming down here before awak pergi...before i end this letter. saye just nak awak tahu.that....

I LOVE YOU

i miss you..

till we meet again

your zombie comel,

nadrah

141210

345pm

foooddss..again.yah.again.entry ini byk gambar.

2010-12-14T21:57:00.015+08:00

remember i told you i want proper dinner bile my parents datang?

mari lihat wat we had...

from this

mee udang

foodcourt taylor;s lakeside

this

So....Restaurant pilihan kali ini adalah

wangsa maju, depan nz and also depan wangsa walk.the place is nice.style english gtuh..

mari terjah?shall we...ahahha

as snack and appertizer...we ordered...

caesar salad.

ini long time favourite.restaurant ape pon.smue best,

but da best one.di DOME.yummy

Baked CRAB

my father loves this..okaylah..rase die.tapi for me rase macam...erm..satar...

eyh satar ke eyh..alah yg bolat bolat tuh.satar la kan..haa..rase die gtuh la..

mari lihat makan makanannye..restaurant ni bukanlah ke arah western sangat..if nak makan mee ke..nasik ke..ade je.pendek kate smue ade la.tp beverages die tak byk choice.haih.

for ayah..boneless chicken ne.ntah ape lah name die.

for umi and kak elai

ayam ne ade tulang.

for me and abang?

sirloin steak

rase? erm..50% lah kot

untuk budak kecik ini?

mkanan die sendiri.untuk asah gigi die.die dah ade gigi comel.satu.pastuh bajet kuat gigit dagu kite..ahahhah..hariz2

nak lihat camane tmpat ne?ha...

and gambar family perlu lah ade kan

sekian dari saye, nadrah hassan.

saye tinggi gile hari tuh.da lame tak pakai heels.skali kuar dr kete

terkjut sbb pijak tanah macam pijak tanah time pakai flats

huhauhahua

kalo korang tk paham tkpe

bye:D

pemanis mulut

2010-12-12T14:04:00.008+08:00

dengan ini.saya nak merasmikan blog saya akan dijadikan tempat untuk diceritakan tentang makanan2 jua.

MULA!~

mari saye nak bercerita tentang pemanis mulut yg sungguh awesome ne.saye sungguh men-suggestkan supaya korang pergi beli sekarang jugak.kepada yg dekat la.

A SLICE OF HEAVEN, PAVILION

lot no p1.12.01

tel: 03 21415150

saya akan bercerita tentang perihal makanan pula.akan disertakan harganya sekali.tmpat almat no telepon smue da kasik tau.skang..turn anda untuk pergi ke sane dan cube rase.sure tergolek2 sbb sedap sangat.ade banyak sebenarnye pilihan kek .tapi ini saje yg dibeli. sbb time ne cupcakes da beli 2 kotak.hisyk.

1. Peach gateux

RM 9.90

umi lihat saye mkn.lalu umi kate"hantu kek sungguh la budak neh".mereka sangat tak kedekut

peach die ade byk.fresh gtuh.:))

2.Red Velvet

RM 7.90 each

worth every pennny..OH em jEE..rase yang ne lah buat mate jadi kuyu tibe2.sbb terlalu mnikmati kesedapan die.if nak compare red velvet cupcakes chic dgn yg ini..daaa..yg ini lg da bom!~ok.beraair mulut sudeyh

3.Chocolate durian

RM 9.90 each

I dont eat durian.tp my brother lovesss durian.n he loves this sooo much.

fresh durian tau inside

mmg kaw la bau nye

Cupcakes CHIC
http://www.cupcakechic.com.my/
RM 27 (1/2 dozen)

ini memang tak perlu nak diperkenalkan lg lah kan.dulu .i prefer WONDERMILK then cupcake chic.tapi sebab susah sngat nak pergi ke wondermilk tuh.saye mngajar diri untuk suke pada cupcakes chic.and my only favourite is red velvet.:))cupcakes chic da bkak dkat kat pyramid.so..asal craving je boleyh trus pergi.takyah nak gatal ajk org teman da.sbb dekat je ngan rumah:)

sekian dulu laporan manis mulut.dari sering ukay ampang.petang kami dihiasi dgn bnde2 mnarik ni.now yg tinggal hanye cupcakes chic.yg lain da selamat masuk perut
alhamdulillah:)

dengan itu..i highly recommend this place to you guys.sile pergi sekang.:)

kalo lah mereka paham

2010-12-12T00:17:00.005+08:00

mereka pasti tak mnyakitkan hati saya
mereka pasti tak kate"nantila..."*sebab saye mahu skang
mereka pasti tak kate"sabarlah..da time will come."*same mcm nanti la..sbb saye mmg tak pnah sabar.
mereka pasti ajak"jom shopping..i will pay everything"hauhauha...umi ayah.please.anak gadismu sangat memerlukan therapy ini.haih
mereka pasti bawak saye bercuti.tp umi mintak tunggu next year.haih..saya mahu skang.december ini.just bawak saye away..hmm.
mereka pasti " always together every second" saye bukan jenes org yg suke berada dgn org lain.ramai2...lebeyh prefer sendirian.tp bile saye memerlukan manusia.dont ask.just come.and be with me.
mereka pasti msg* okaylah.diakui.sy hanye msg org yg rapat aja..tp ntah mane mereka.haih
mereka datang..."awak..turun..saye kat bawah.jom mkn"*sbb bile after die msg.. saye just reply " hm...fine...reallly..oh:)...okay"

-current situation-

-saya jadi marah bile tgk skype langsog takde org nak on.ahaha.okayla sy jarang bersms di skype ne.. tp lambang kelabu buat saye marah..korang ne pon.hijaukan la!~
-tumblr dah jadi teman saye dikala sdg sedeyh.AGAIN..yes.bile sy on tumblr..itulah masenye saye trase SENDIRIAN.
-saya mahu bear lagi.saye da dpt bear baru.imran bg ...lg..thanks bie.satu kdai tgk.malu....eheh..tp now...kenape saye nak lagi yek?
-saye craving makanan2 manis dan cantik..nantila..saye postkan perihal makaanan..remember?yg sy demand proper dinner bile famili datang?ahah..nantikan post perihal itu.
-saye merajuk gile gile nowadays.*yah.ntah ape aku nak aku sendiri tk tahu

ape saye mau?

-jom dok satu rumah.tdo ramai2.buat kecoh sampai sy tdo.nanti bile sy bgn korang kene kecoh lg.so at least sy boleyh bgn glak2 happy..nanti sy lupe ape yg mnyedihkan saye.boleyh?hmmm

-tgk movie.kuar je masuk movie lain.kuar masuk muvie lain.senang cter tdo trus dlm movie.tp mane ade movie 24 hours.ahaha

-kite amik smue bende kite nak dekat shopping mall.takyah bayar. OH EM JEE.kalo dapat buat tuh.aku lah manusia happy:P.sure snyum n menggedik spanjang hari sbb happy sgt

-ade pintu doremon.okaylah.mende ne mmg tak asing lg dalam list sy.cube bygkan kalo kite ade pintu ajaib ne.bukak pintu..eyh VANCOUVER BC.dah jumpe imran.taklah aku nak mnangis sbb rindu yg mlampau.*ok nangis lg.hmm*ye la.nak pergi sndiri mane aku nak korek duit beli tiket saje.?:'(

-2013 dan seterusnye. cepatkan masa...saye mahu abeyh degree.imran pulang ke mlaysia for good. saya kerja .kahwin.hidup bahagia.hmmm

kesimpulannya.mmg doraemon je la yg patut sy ade skang kan.hauahuha.apela.dats y la.sy tak suke cerite2 bgitu.buat aku nak.dah bile tak dapat.itu yg bengang.

be happy ....kate post2 kat tumblr la.

tp....

how?..bile everything sy mahu tk dpt?

.suke hati aku nak bebel smbil hirup coffee

2010-12-07T11:08:00.008+08:00

saya ne dr kecik mmg slalu dgn famili...unlike my elder brother.die after darjah 6 trus chow ke mrsm.abeyh mrsm tak cukup cuti pjg da kene masuk uitm.biaselah.org hebat.result tk kuar lg die da bla ke university.saye tak pon.lpas tuh plak abeyh degree chow plak ke london buat acca.saye?abeyh spm baru saye ne berjauhan dr kluarge.pada mulenye sy happy sgt.sbb..sy leyh kemane aje pada bile mase.takde org nak bebel.i still enjoy dat today.tp..deep down..saye mahu mereka ada.if ade kat umah pasti tak boleyh kuar mlm.if nk kuar perlu ade reason munasabah.n if kuar n ade reason munasabah perlu pulang before jam 10.bg saya yg maseyh muda belia.itu agak ..susah.sbb..sy smcm plik nape kawan2 gadis sy relaks je dpt kuar mlm.blik kol 12 pon mak bapak tk kesah.tp saye rase...mak bapak ne kan lain2 style nye.so sy tak marah lg.faham2 sndiri la kalo kluar tuh balik la cepat2 kalo taknak kene sound.

my younger brother pulak, die buat pekak badak je.itu yg aku pling nak marah.if balik kuantan..umi n ayah pastiiiii bebel sbb dahlah die tuh umi ngan ayah kasik balik before 12.tp die bleyh plak nak extend blik kol 2.ayah da mcm siap2 kol 12 tuh nak gi cari die...actually.itu sy plg kesian kat mak bapak saya.diorg tak biase.n diorg pon tk pnah nk balik kol 12 mlm ..so bg dorg..pukul 930 tuh dah patut start tdo.pukul 1030 tuh dah dua kali mimpi...trehhehe. itu perihal kluar.

ape yg sy ingin ketengahkan dalam hal ini adalah*pergh..ayat cam dalam ceramah*..tanggungjawab kite..kite student...smue org akan lalui..baby2 skang yg baru 2 thun pon..nanti tunggu la 18 thun kemudian...kau pon akan jauh ngan famili.mcm adik saye pula.die seperti sy..nak sgt pergi jauh2.tp bile pergi jauh.tak tahan...kuantan jugak jadi pilihan.ahahha.mcm sy..sudah 3 thun di sini..tkkan tetbe nak balik kuantan kan..nowadays sjak umi n ayah ade cucu..jarang dah sy balik kuantan.sbb diorg slalu dtg tgk cucu.so sy perlu mnginap di umah sini aja.tp itupon skjap je dapat mngade2 ngan diorg .sbb dtg sabtu.balik ahad.

paling saye sedeh..dulu time takde joe.ayah kene antar sy ke sunway.and sjak joe ade.ayah pergi kanan sy pergi kiri.drive sesorg balik sunway.sedeyh tahu tak.pnah la btau ayah"dulu ayah slalu antar kakak blik.tp ne sjak ade joe.ayah tk antar da"ayah jawab"lewr...dah awak ade joe da.wat pe ayah nak antar lg..camtuh la kakak...hidup"okaylah fine.trime.sape suh gatal sgt nak kete.tp sye tak mintak.da bapak tetbe kasik.aha..

and kalau dpat cuti pjg..sminggu ke..or weekend pon jadilah kan nak tunjuk mngada sy.lauk dah ade dpn mate tp still ckp"kakak dah la jarang mkn ngan umi n ayah.cubit lah ayam skiet utk kakak"ahaha.mngada gile kan..itu normal sbnarnye.byk lg yg mngada tp cukup itulah utk djadikan contoh..

makanye.bile kite da jauh...jauh dr mereka..sbb kite kene study..kite takleyh nak kecoh2 marah sgt nape la org len dpt ade dkat ngan famili..dapat pergi bercuti ngan famili.ade yg dah abeyh blaja.ade yg baru kahwin.ade yg heartbroken...ade yg tgh relaks ngan kawan2 sdgkan kite disini...klas ade.exam lmbt lg.cuti tkde.sendirian kat cini.mkn pon tk proper.mngadap skrin laptop.tgk cerita same ulang2.the thought of being away from MR bf...sakit tahu tak...sakit memikirkan

tp bile pk balik.kau nak kecoh sgt kenapa.da ne bukan mase kau lg.one day.kau pon akan cuti.tkde klas.cuti 4 bulan lg ha.nanti kau akan ade proper luch dinner tk mngadap skrin laptop da.dapat bercuti ngan famili.n one day kau pon akan abeyh study gak.taklame kau pon akan kawen jgak.taklame bf kau akan balik.be with you.forever.seee...itu kan LIFE..pada mereka yg putus cinta..we've ALLLL BEEN there..yes.i ve been there tooo..one day...someone will come..will accept you the way you are*bruno mars disitu* do not give up in ANYTHING.

actually pnah lah kecoh kat my mum"umi...org tuh da abeyh da degree.kakak jeles "sy mmg slambe je ckp kat umi saye jeles.ahhaha tak pon'umi..kakak pon nak gak study oversee.org lain smue da gi london la.us la mane2 la.kakak je yg dok mesia"umi sure ckp "dah bkan mase awak lg kakak..die abeyh degree umur die 23/24..awak baru 21 .nak abeyh degree camane nye.sabarla.study je.mase awak akan tibe.nak study oversea?umi akan hantar awak jgak tp bukan skang.awak kne buktikan kat ayah dulu yg awak boleyh survive kat sane.nnti kalo awak nak balik every week mcm skang ne botakla kepala ayah tuh"

hauhauha..btul gak..study kat sunway pon asik kecoh nak balik.cube bayang kalo study negara org.tak ke lagi haru.sy punyai ramai rkan2 yg study luar2 ne.everytime ade masalah sure saye text mereka n ckp"kan best if study oversea.dpt lari dr masalah ne"hauhauhuah..bdak2 btul akuh ne.ungkin sy sgt tepengaruh ngan cerite2 kat tv la.ye laa.kan everytime heroin ade masalah ke ape.heroin sure cam blah dr umah dok kat taman cantik ke ape kan.then layan perasaan sesorg.cube byg nak bwat kat mesia.ahahahaha.plg dkat saye boleyh pegi hanye lah lake kat dpn kolej ne,hauhauhuaha.ok sgt budak2.tak2..saye sbenarnye nak jugak mncari pngalaman.blaja di negeri org.saye blaja kat cini pon dah mcm oversea da.lecturer ade sorg from tunisia.makan pon ..nasik hanye sminggu skali.itupon kalo jumpe.byk mkn roti je.padahal diri sndiri tknak mkn nasik.hisyk.

if jumpe ayah mesti die kate"awak ne.kurus nye la.pucat muke tuh.makan ke tdak"padahal da muke baru bgun tdo sure la pucat..da kne cop mcm org mngandung je muke"huhauhaua

umi n ayah nak dtg weekend ne.nak mintak proper dinner nanti.lauk byk2 kat depan.air segelas .ade straw.ade buah.balik.tdo.ahahah.mngada btul kan.suke hati lah.saye rindu.hidup kt sini mnyedihkan!~last ade proper dinner sabtu lepas.celbrate bday baby..tak abeyh...bungkus.so tahan sampai smalam lauk tuh...bleyh la mkn nasik smpai smlm.tp still mngadap skrin laptop.ahahha

arituh pon imran ade ckp pasal ne.die taknak balik katenye .and die jeles.sbb die tak dpat ade ngan famili die mcm saye..n sy smcam agak tegas time tuh.aaha.and die kate sy marah.bukan marah..sbb saye pon tgh berdebat pasal tuh dalam diri ne tau baby..where got lah saye dpt jumpe my famili slalu.saye pon cam awak.cume beza sy kat sunway.awak kat canada.awak mayb tak dapat jumpe mereka stahun.tp sy tak dpt jumpe mereka maximum pon sebulan.tp stilll syg.itu kan tanggungjawab kite.as student.sape2 pon akan rase.tak lame if sy study jauh2.sy pon cam awak.maximum maybe 3 bulan tak jumpe.sbb abag sy dulu time dok london if tak die yg balik.umi n ayah yg pergi.weeeee...kalo saye..mayb camtuh jgak kot.tp umi kate kalo saye pegi.die pon nak dok sane.jual goreng pisang.leyh teman saya.ahahhaha.ok itu lawak la umi..tk perlu la.i ll be back...n i will make u proud..*ckp mcm nak gi esok.padahal tk tahu pon leyh gi ke tdak*ahahah.tp btul.ini ape yg saye rase

kepada mereka yg punyai masalah sperti saye.rindu famili.homesick ke ape ke.lek lah korang.ini mase korang.dah lepas mase korang.korang akan happy..together forever lg tau...ingat ini je"iF ITS NOT HAPPY ITS NOT THE END" saye pon tak percaye kat happy ending..tp bile pk "IF ITS NOT HAPPY ITS NOT THE END" HAPPY ENDING DO EXIST...so korang.cheer UP...Sometimes good things fall apart so that better things can fall together

its true babes,so..sMILE..you re on nadrah's CAMERA

sampai disini saje saye nak bebel.coffee pon dah abeyh.bye2.

sy rindu mereka2 ini

i want it to be your bday.

2010-12-05T14:04:00.005+08:00

i want to celebrate his bday so bad .soo...yesterday was his"bday"..i had planned few things actually.. like...go to melaka.go to genting highlands...dinner for two on the boat at putrajaya. dinner on top of the building like traders hotel.kl tower.or mayb just go to tgi fridays and let him stand on the chair and sing.ahah.and lots more....and for the bday present..i had asked few people bout what should i give him.uhu...

then...on thursday,2 december, iwent out with him.and we went to konikuniya. and he wanted to buy this comic.but then he found this history book...yes..he loves to read....so........he said" i know what book i want to buy...this!~*the history book*..and then we go home...

on friday...yes..i had a bad day.so i went to my bro's place coz die nak tgk how bad my car kan.then..before i went back to sunway..i make a quick stop at klcc and beli buku tuh..and i think that book will make him happppyyyy

so balik la ke sunway..bungkus2 buku tuh...but i dont want to make it obvious la kan the present tuh ade buku..so i put it in the cereal box.ahahha.n i said"awak dapat cornflakes.happy bday!~ahah..n i make him bookmark jgak..ade tulih" take a break sayang.remember your family..my family.and ME.ilove you" ahaha

and on sunday...its time!~we went out.like usual...tp cam biase la.nadrah mngade2 sikit.merajuk la apelah..agak spoilkan plann la kan..dah la bday die.aku lak nak ngade2.but then...pegi tgk 2 movies.cte aku tak bodoh and NARNIA...makan crepe.dinner dkat restoran thai wangsa maju.thennnnn....antar die balik..then before die kuar i said" awak.bukak boot kereta.there's sumthing 4 u"

ehheh...and bye..happy bday..

on my way back..i got this msg.and..

:')) together

i love you cinta.happy bday in advance.its not the best..but i really hope u will never forget yesterday:)december 4 2010.

3RD DECEMBER

2010-12-04T09:29:00.003+08:00

Its actually worst day of December.. I hope i will never experience any thing like this anymore...but what can i say kan..its life..everything is challenging..you have no idea what ive been through...

Im da kind of person who is hyperly active when it comes to shop..yes.i smile non stop..giggling like a crazyman.say things like" OMG" smpai balik umah...then, on 2nd.. i went shopping..and i used my debit card.konon mnyenangkan hidupku bile nak shopping.swipe aje da dpt brg .so..org kedai ne swipe la. the card declined....he swiped again....still declined..so i said..nvermind...i use cash then..so dpt brg....and then.i pulang dgn happy nye...at 1am cam tuh i checked my maybank2u...mnangis aku tgk baki .baki da macam akhir bulan!~.i called customer care.she asked me to check again at 6 am.so i checked la..org topshop swipe my card 2 times and took my cash.so he charged me 3 kali gande harge sbnar.wth!~so i called customer care again.she said it takes 2 weeks to duit tuh masuk balik n i have to fax the receipt record of my purchase with the report no.i was like"how am i supposed to do dat.ingat aku kat umah ke nak fax2 ne.da la tak pnah buat pon.so pegilah i ke maybank,pyramid jam 10 pg.I skipped my lecture ne,haih.seb baik lecture.kalo tutorial mati aku.then org tuh kate.in 3 days time duit masuk.better la.aku pon gi la beli kfc n gi giant beli roti...balik la ke hostel..dgn hati yg lapang i did say"alhamdulillah..yesterday aku risau for nothing.btul la org kate."Most things we worry about never happen"..

park kete cam biase ..tp side parking...then kuar je kete nampak belah kiri pintu belakang..ini

i dont even know bile i langgar..because the whole time lagu pon dengar slow gile and i recall back tmpt g i lalu ..if saye yg bwat ne...jalur2 ne should be belah kanan..my side.ntahla...ade kemek bawah die.and plastic tuh tercabut...i called alya..sbb die pnah jadi mcm tuh.die suh sy pegi tmpt die n adik die biase pegi.pergilah i..org tuh nak rm350.GILE!~..next.."amoi cantik..i kasik 250"kepala hotak kau amoi cantik.aku rase mcm nak KEKOH(gigit) org time tuh kau nk buat lawak..next kedai 300....

sy tknak btau my dad n umi sbb diorg sure agak kecoh and i dont want to susahkan diorg lagi.if diorg tau bank ade mcm baki akhir bulan..pergh.sure terbaik la kene BEBEL..so i sent my brother a picture.die pon kol..n he said."lek ah kakak..sikit je tuh pon ..ade klas ptg ne?after klas nnati awak dtg umah biar pih bwat".

memule tkmo pon gi klas.sbb mood langsung tkde.tp sbb tutorial.pegila n alya ade kate.dugaan wak.pergila klas.then after 4.trus blah ke umah abg.die buat gune ape ntah .ade mesin yg pusing2 tuh jgak.n die kate"awak nak tgk magik*sambil ltak satu bende kat mesin tuh.n mesin tuh pusing2*tada!!~~~~~~hilang smue calar.yang plastik tuh langsung tk nampak tp dkat bawah pintu yg garisan tuh ade la nmpak mcm hilang cat sbb bergesel kan.and kemek tuh pon sikit je.after siap die kate"kakak !~siap rm 650"ahahha.ceit...its again true...kekadang kite ne cuak je lebeyh.cube cool sket..

if its not happy..its not the end.

and here i am now..everything is ok..for now.

i hate myself

2010-11-24T21:19:00.009+08:00

yes... i am.:( i even told my mum i want to change my name and bwat plastic surgery.uwaaaaaaaaaaa.frust!!!~its not a big deal for you guys..i knowww.but for me..its HUGEE...its my 2nd time.n i dont think ade 3rd time da..uwaaaa..ape yg sy bleyh bwat sbnarnye.smue takleyh.haih..frust sungguh....haih....

meyhla..cter meyh..when i was form 5..i got this email from karangkraf ..utk covergirl dara.com.tp my mum tak kasik..okaylah fine.maybe sbb spm. i blew 3 other photoshoot time i was 18 and 19 utk kolej.utk iklan teh.then the other one..tp tk pegi sbb ade klas and saye malu...

saye nak...saye nak cube.tp sy malu...sampaila one day..im 21 now..fatin suggestkan sy.thanks to her sbb if kalo bkan sbb die mmg tk rase pon .then kali ke2...stelah berjuta kali org karangkraf tuh kol..saye tak dpt angkat sbb everytime die kol sure tgh klas.then smpaila ari khamis.die ckp nak tak for fashion ..dgn fatin..sure la sy agree kan.dgn fatin.but then tibe2 org tuh msg ckp fatin ade klas.uwaaa..tp tkpe la.bwat je la.tp gmbarnye..haih...i hate myself:(

prasaan ne mcm model catwalk telucut pakaian kat atas stage

mcm dapat tahu result final yg failed

sigh sigh sigh sighhh...

my first time pon bukan nye cantik sgt...tp i think 1st time punye picture lg cntik..mungkin sbbb totally different from reality.ahahha...

my 2nd time:'(..

sy tak pnah suke my bentuk muke...boollat...thats y bile org tnye nape tk pakai tudung yg tgh up2 skang ne...i said..tak cantik dgn my face.if david beckham tgk pon sure die nak sepak..isyk...sedeyh laaaaaaaa..aaaaaaaaaaa.

tp sy cube la jugak pakai..tp u have noooo idea how TAK SELESA nye saye.at least i tried kan?

sy tak pnah kesah ttg HOW I LOOK.siyes..tp for DEC2010 muslimah swimming suit..i definitely frusrated ..

tp for the first picture baju kaler hitam tuh..i like.coz nmpk cam

ah....i dont knowla.i called imran.die pon tahu sy tgh muncung.uwaa.marah akuuuuuu.kalo la bleyh buwat balik..nak pinjam muke MIRANDA KERR

dimana lg nak luahkan prasaan

2010-11-18T18:09:00.012+08:00

ceit...title nak emo je...dulu jarang kan nak update.skang asik update je keje.tp tkpela.sy nak gak taip..sdap tak sdap cter.mari tgk.:P..seperti yg sudah sedia maklum.sy kini di kuantan.tp nak balik da lusa.haih.trase malas,

16/11/10

malam raya kan, ayah pingin makan ikan bakar.make pergi lah kami ke tanjung lumpur.tmpat feymes ikan bakar di kuantan.tmpat biase .tutup. maka sbb pingin sgt nak mkn ikan bakar.kami stop la ketempat ini.satu tmpt.ramai org.tp org kdai tuh ckp.lambat kalo nak ikan bakar.sbb ramai org.sotong da awal2 umi amik sbb nak buwat celup tepong.then naseb ayah baik bile tetbe org tuh kate" bang.kalo abg nak ikan ne.cepat la kalo bakar" ayah okay je.dudukla kami. ade la dkat 30 minutes tunggu.ikan smpai..makanlah..then tunggu kerang and sotong..tak tibe2.ade la dekat 1jam tunggu.tak sampai2.so kami byr untuk 2 ikan 3 air tembikai.kempunan aku nak mkn kerang.hisyk..ape punye sistem lah!~

17/11/10

then tibelah raya.raya saye?tak best sgt.umi ade tanye"kakak tak happy ke nak raya" sy jawab" ntah..da besar gini.tk rase pape sgt" umi jawab.."umi happy..sbb tunggu anak2 balik" adei umi...sedeyh ah jawapan umi. ape saye buat.umi suh pakai cantik2.sy ckp.."lah.kakak tak ke masjid.kawan kakak pon tkde yg dtg..pakai buruk pon takpe"umi kate"raya..pakai cantik2...pegi pakai kebaya hijau" *3 persalinan diperaga.akhirnye suh pakai ijau..ayah adik ke surau..me n umi kat umah atas sbb2 tertentu:) then Dellina dtgggg..

ps:coklat skang da ade gmbar upan ipin(betul ke upan ipin??ke upin ipan?ok kantoi.sy tak pnah ingat name 2 kartun botak ne)

after dellina da balik.sy mcm biase.bukak tumblr.sunyi actually umah.umi pon da kene pegi masak2 kat surau..ayah dgn lembunya.adik hilang ntah kemana.then saye je lah dirumah.then bile umi ayah da blik smue.baru dtg kawan mereka...lame la jugak mereka dtg...then ptg gtuh dtgfamili kedua.tp mungkin sbb sy pnat mnunggu.dan tgk tumblr all day...saye tertdo....lgpon badmood.sbb imran pon busy di temerloh.fone die takde batery.mmg badmood ah nadrah...adik mule bukak kamera die.ape lg sy.punggah smue bear nak amik gambar.ahaha.well..takla.cume dpt ilham dr tumblr je.ade stu gambar bear n laptop..nmpk cntikk.so nak tiru jugak.ahah...oh wait..i hve one..my own picture while tumblring.:)

i need new bear lah..hm.kesian kan.umi ckp sy dah ade byk.n saye da besar.ape yg ade tuh cukupla...isyk2.

18/11/10

n for today...bfast ade satay.pagi2 mkn satay best:) then tumblr lg.smbil dgr lagu lelaki ini anuar zain ulang2...and print assignment.then after zohor kuar shoppingggg.aha.actually malas nak ikut.siyes.tp bile pk..if dok umah lg saye emosi.so ikut la.pakaian kuar?masyaallah...mmg mcm nak terajang org.tudung langsung tak berpin.main lilit ikut suke.selipar..sbb mmg da takde mood sgt.n sdg emosi..

tp ikut parents shopping je.sbb tahu da my barang takkan ade pon sbb arituh da shopping da. tp beli la alat tulis and barang2 mandi kan.then.korang tahu..konpem korang ckp tk tahu kan.ahah.ok.back to the story.ade makcik ni.bkan makcikla.kakak.die tgh bayar kat cashier.saye kedua,blakang die..n blakang saye ade makcik.then after die bayar die kate"mak.mak beli ape.meyh bayar" rupenye makcik yg kat blakang tuh mak dia.makcik tuh beli 3 SNICKERS..sy okaylah kan...sbb mcm standard la anak bayarkan utk mak.TAPI..yg terbalik jadi.rupenye die suh mak die lintas saya..i was like WAT THEEEEEEEEE...mmg obviously saye da lain kan.dahla sy tgh emosi.kau buat lg mcm tuh.mmg saye pandang pelik la kan..n tanpe sy sedari ADIK org tuh ade kat depan n TENGOK saye pandang pelik n die ckp kat kakak die"amboi..org tuh pandang" haaa...suke hati aku la nak pandang.kau sesuke ati buat mcm tuh.geram seyh siyes,.tetbe teringt peristiwa kat post office dulu.kau jgn la cari pasal.kalo aku marah..mmg siap la.my mum ade kat sblah td.then die kate"awak geram.awak pandang.nape awak tak bidas je die td kat situ.cakap kat die,kan sng."ahahha.ok..mmg itu my kelemahan la jugak..sy tak pnah leyh sound cepat..always mcm tunggu a day or an hour later baru balas.mcm kat kolej dulu.keesokan hari baru cari balik india tuh n btau"you dont know me..so just shut up."ahah.ok.slow disitu.hm..tp kan..ape yg sy dpt lihat.jgn la cari pasal bile tgh badmood.saye panas baran oh.sungguh.

then2..ingt nak beli bedsheet kan..tgk mcm tak cantik pon..tp umi suh amik jgak n finalllyyyyyy..saye dpt LOONEY TUNES punye bedsheeetttt..ade gambar BUGS BUNNY and TWEETY main bola!!!~..ayah da mcm"kakak...awak nak gmbar kartun?"ahahaha..okay ..ayah inin LONNEY TUNES la.bukan sbrg kartun tau.weee happpy!!!~tp bile da byar smue .suh adik cepat jalan.sbb malu..smue org tgk kite pgng bedsheet looney tunes.ahahha..dah 21 yrs old.perangai.mcm 12 thn.ntahla.dlm bab ne kan.tkpe kot..i stilll nak patung.teddy bear.gmbar unsur kartun..perghhhh...best!!!~alah..pencil case sy pon buaye.nak heran ape.ahahha.

and now...i feel FINE..yes..i think so:)oh n..saye dah mulekan operasi mengosongkan almari baju.kini da teratur.baju yg taknak da dimasukkan dlm plastik itam.letak atas almari.nanti ade kazen2 dtg yg nak boleyh pilih:) time dok kemas2.fikir jgak..kesian bju2 ne.pakai bukan slalu.tp da masuk plastik itam.then baru dpt rase.no point lah beli baju banyak2..kalo tak pakai..but yet...im still buying!~dah tuh mcmane?hmmmmmm

sminggu balik cuti.ingt dapat spend time ngan imran everyday.tapi isnin ritu jumpe la 2 hours.and i dont think i can meet him da. dia kat kl.n im here.sabtu da nak balik.ah cinta.saye rindu:'( hahhhhh..emo2...aku lesingkang!!!!~

oklah.d panjang lebar.da ok kot skang?hm..tak suke tiada mood..i need help..:|..currently listening to...lelaki ini anuar zain.STILL...yes...still:)

i me and you

2010-11-16T23:14:00.011+08:00

found it on tumbr..credit to leilockheart:)

love your page!~

this is the exact same situation what i feel rite now..poor my baby.heee..

not exactly..but what im trying to telll him td adalah..i cant imagine my day bile die da back to canada...and im starting to show this weird attitude when im with him.mmg spoil mood abeyhla.but i cant help it.sorry baby. reallly...i tried so hard not to show any attitude kan..but then...isyk...

after a while..he talked to me and say..."You know that time willl come..why are you so angry..thats future.you re with me now.please dont show that attitude. dont think about that now."

hah..amik kau nadrah.kan da kene..im not angry...cume..ntah...and that time...i said this to myself "you will never understand "

HOWEVER*....

after an hour...da balik umah smue...and think back..sy da dapat trime da...cube pk...this is alll for our own good..zaman blajar..blajarla..nanti da habis..kau nak togetherforeverpon tkde org kesah..ehehe...its not like we re not gonna meet ever da...its not just me..think about his family la plg dekat..tak dpt jumpe stahun jugak kalo die tk balik next year...so am i...kan kan kan...he'll be back...soon...just wait..live ur life to the fullest..study mcm biase.study smart.nnti mane tau dpt gi canada.hee...skype like bfore.text like b4..facebooking like b4.everything will be just fine.takyah nak emo sgt la nadrah.kau ni pon. i willl get used to it...

nah!ne gambar latest .sahut cabaran isap lolipop menyerupai puting bayi time drive.syabas!~ahahah

ape yg sy baru prasan kan..sy ne jenes yg KENE- DEPAN2- MUKE- SBIJIK- BARU- PAHAM..da byk kali sbenarnye...camne eyh.td imp tego kan..then pk balik..baru dpt trime...n takkan ade da masalah tuh sbb diri sndiri da paham...haa..korang paham tk..tkpela kalo tk paham.nak ckp jugak..treheheh..

oh ..cerite terbaru ttg sy?

td gi ukur baju..padahal esok raye.aahh..nak pakai gi klas je pon ..and spanjang hidup sy...i never like to wear baju kurung..always kebaya.buat baju kurung pon sbb umi pakse.and umi suh pakai.baju kurung yg ade smue skali je kot pakai..itu pon time raya.but then td..kne gelak ngan aunty baju tuh..die kate" YOU NAK BWAT bAJU KURUNG" *repeat 2 kali sbb tak caye.then die glak..ekeleeee....ahahahha

ne sbb gi kat aunty baju td...baru tahu i can now beat MEGAN FOX..ok..jgn salah sangke lak..bukan beat cantik ke hape ke..beat waist die je...ahahah..takla leyh lawan die.die cantik sangat oh...tp waist die...sikit je lg...megan fox punye waist 22inch...me ? 22.5inch...i was like"REALLLLYYYYY"ahahha..ok ..its not sumthing that im proud of ...cume dulu pnah mcm WOW kat megan fox sbb waist die 22...hee.. problem sy ttg makan skang hanye satu... tak mkn nasik...makanla..tp kadang2..skali sminggu..itu pon da cukup bgus.. sy pon plik nape susah sgt nak telan nasik.haih.smue org suh mkn byk...sy cube...tp tk berhasil..nak wat camane.hmmm

and saye tgh holiday skang.sminggu je..so currently....in kuantan:)weeetttt...

oh n

slamat hari raya aidiladha

nak dijadikan cerita....

2010-11-06T17:12:00.007+08:00

tersebut lah kesahhhhhhh........

ahah.ok.first of all..smue org tahu kan..jumaat deepavali..hekel..macam la kat tadika kan care ckp..sure la org tau..ok..the point is...happpy diwali..kepada yg mnyambot:))

like always.bile tarak klass ...i will be in my room..senang je nak cari nadrah:P.sbb die malas kuar.lg2 duit tkde.save minyak kete.save smart tag..ahah.gile kedekut aku kan..noo..its not like dat tp budget for foods skang da lari..from rm 15..i have to spend RM 50 A DAY...for food only tau..haih...naseb2...susah la mkanan ne.da nak muntah aku makan makanan kat sini...

oh back to the subject...i was talking to my baby then suddenly fatin msg...awak freen tak..everytime my fren yg geng tak gile cume sengal msg kan..my dada sure dupdapdupdap..i dont know wwhy.ahahha...make kluarlah kami ke pyramid.sbb motif kami adalah TENGOK WAYANG..cerita?UNSTOPPABLE. time tuh da kol 9....cerite pukul 950...then naiklah ke kami ke level wayang tuh..tp...line org bratur?OhhhhMaaiiiiGod..sampai ke toilet panjangnye...make saye pon memulakan easy access...tetebe die ckp "SUCCESSFUL" OH MAIII GOOD./..mestilah happy kan...then kami gi lah main masak2...tmpt tuh da jadi tmpat feveret nadrah.bile craving nasik n daging.aha.

and then...tepat jap 945..gerak lah kami....ke tempat wayang td..da beli popcornn..air smue....masukla pintu nye..tapi..seat kami..ADE ORG...then kite mcm tunjuk la tiket smue kan...ade la dekat 5 minit kami dok cari ape perbezaan tiket tuh..patuh..tgk2 perbezaanye adalah SATURDAY..n i was like WAT DEEEEE....haih...da la ngan popcornsmuekan..bygkannnn..haih....patuh kami pon ke kaunter balik...kite mintak harini la wak nape hari esok plak..then die klik klik computer die..oh ada!!~dan kami dapat 4 seats kosong..amik kau!~haaaa...mintak 2 dpt 4.ahaha..terime kasih tgv..hauhauha..takde sabit langsung kan?ahah..nway..bile ingt balik kan..nadrah slalu ade drama..its not the first time lah. imean..drama yg bleyh buat org glak..ahah.tp klaka kan kalo ingt balik.ahahahha...itu aje laporan dr saye pada hari deepavali

nadrah hafizah hassan mlaporkan dr taylor's lakeside residence utk sweet-lifestyle.

kite kembali ke seri pentas.tengtengtengteng...

im going to my bro's later...my family is coming backkk..aww.so happyy..i miss them tho..sminggu umi tak kol every hour...memang rindu.ahahha

kne taggg:) oleyh arif

2010-11-03T11:06:00.002+08:00

Ap benda paling penting dalam hidup korang?

family saya:)imran:)happiness:)hee

Benda terakhir yang korang beli menggunakan duit sendiri?

pizza

Di mana tempat korang ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan korang dan apa tema perkahwinan korang nanti?

7hari 7 mlm kn.smue tmpt best aku amik:P..tema?smue tema yg best..ahaha..to tell you da truth..tk pnah pk dgn crius pon psal hal ni.slalu main ckp je:)tgk je la nnti ye,.ntah bile nk kawen pong

Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?

iya saya:))

Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?

sampai bile2..bak kate toy story..to infinity and beyond.

Novel/ buku atau majalah terakhir korang beli?

cleo:)

Antara mak dan ayah korang..yang manakah korang lagi mesra?

dua2 lah

Namakan orang yg korang betul-betul nak jumpe dalam hidup korang?

taknak jawab:P

Adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri?

iyaaa.

Di manakah tempat yang korang betul2 nak pergi?

canada..please umi...

Pilih salah satu,peluk atau cium?

plok.ahaha

Beritahu 3 benda tentang orang yang tag korang?

arif, knal dalam fb,die ajar wat mende2 gerak dlm blog.:)

Benda yang korang sangat2 sayang dalam hidup korang?

bende?takde.taklleyh syg sgt nnti ade je yg jadi

Lima lagu korang paling suker and selalu dengar?

war-jay sean

just a dream-nelly

club cant handle me- flo rida

just the way you are- bruno mars

perfect two-auburn

Bila tarikh lahir korang dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas?

070789- kenne rogers pyrmid and kt bilik(skype):)

Lima blogger korang kene tag?

sape nk watt.sileknn:)))

Day Ten: One confession.

2010-11-03T11:04:00.001+08:00

i d.o.n.t f.e.e.l s.o g.o.o.d.

i. j.u.s.t.w.a.n.t.t.o.g.o.f.a.r.f.a.r.a.w.a.y.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

2010-11-02T14:56:00.002+08:00

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

2010-11-02T14:51:00.002+08:00

The effort of someone putting a smile on me in any ways
when he sings to me;)))
cigar+ perfume

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

2010-10-31T22:44:00.003+08:00

orang lambat tiba/muncul
lies
show off tooo muchhhh
make annoying noises..

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

2010-10-30T07:53:00.004+08:00

saya,family saya, imran, imran n family, friends.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

2010-10-29T19:47:00.000+08:00

kalo sy kate smue sy da bwat smue bleyh..huaaa..cant think of any...ape yeh???

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

2010-10-28T21:49:00.008+08:00

1) oh god...how to do this.help me.( ini da jadi mcm ayat rutin.mmg hari2 ayat ne lintas jalan dlm kepala sy.)

2) baby...hmm...(coz u re always in my mind baby love:) and i need you..right next to me

3) ape lagi yeh yg tak siap ..takpela.jap lg tgk TO DO LIST

4) phone silent.dalam beg.takyah tgk lagila..lg byk msg sngg skit bace skali gus(huahuaha..ok..bapak kesian kan bile tgk2 langsung tkde )

5) nak mkn ape lah nanti

6) nak pakai bju ape esok?

7) bile la boleyh jumpe die lagi..

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

2010-10-26T22:47:00.003+08:00

to win my heart? ask Imran:)

i love you

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

2010-10-26T22:32:00.002+08:00

1) right before the class starts. i will write what i feel on the front page of my note book..(yeah...its my new thing)aha

2)when i get angry . i will text Imran.(previously ..bile marah..mmg mmbara lah dalam hati.tp now btau imran.:)

3) i eat roti a lot...more than i eat rice..heee

4) i manyak mkn eskem.mule2 beli satu..konon cukup...lepastu.kakak..satu lg.ahaha.senyum dowh diorg.aih.malu

5) im a night person;)

6)i prefer to be alone.

7) sy tak sombong ...siyes tak ..cume sy tak tahu nak cakap ape dgn org baru kenal .if lame knal pon kalo tak rapat still taktau nak ckp pe

8)i love chocolate..anything..sgale yg berunsur chocolate smue suke:)

9)i loveeeeeee quotesssss..dats y i have tumblr;)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now

2010-10-25T12:44:00.005+08:00

Ayah: i will make you proud someday.i promise

Umi: You care too much. I dont want you to worry too much bout me.coz i know exactly what will happen . dont get your self all worried. i know its for my own good...but ..its really ..too much...tapi kan umi.Thanks for everything.:)

Abg Hafiz: you re just like ayah.u say this a lot"nak wat camne.sabarla"aha.but good news is as i grew older.u help me a lot.you understand how it feels to be in love and ...thanks for understanding.awak sporting jgaklah:P

Adik: you shud really change ur attitude..i mean this..i knoe u re young and u want to have some fun...but...too much fun tak bagus la dik.balance la..think about ur mum n dad too..our parents...thats all im asking.

Imran: Thank you for liking me. Thank you for wanting me. Thank you for loving me. ilove you..im thankful to have you in my life.you complete me:) Thanks for everything

A: i wish i can tell you ...summtimes ..i dont like it

B: if there s no law in this world.you will be the first one to be killed by NADRAH

C: im yours..This alphabet will always be about YOU..

D: i dont care about u guys.this is my life.even if im doing it wrong..who cares...let me live.

E: im nadrah.THE STUFF YOU HEAR ABOUT ME MIGHT BE TRUE,BUT THEN AGAIN IT MIGHT BE AS FAKE AS THE xxxxx WHO TOLD YOU.

10 day challenge

2010-10-22T15:28:00.001+08:00

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

pmbace skalian

2010-10-19T22:42:00.001+08:00

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its not me.sorry.

2010-10-19T16:35:00.005+08:00

remember when i told you when im going to taylors i will be a different person..i will be talkative.i will have many friends n i will not go back during break time...

i cant....im not that kind of girl la..haih..its not that i dont like you...its just me..i like being alone...whenever people are so bz waiting for the elevator from level 8 to 1....sy turun tangge je...heee...tak berpeloh pon.lg cepat.....i never like elevator..dr dulu lg.lg sonok turun tangge.leyh wat bising sikit .aahhaha..if lif..sudah la ramai org..rimas.during peakhours lg2..eisyk.jgn harap nak jumpe aku dlm lif..if naik lif pon sure masuk yg nak turun dlu..so tkyah berebut nak masuk.aha..sy duduk ngan sape2 je dlm klas.tak yah nak cop tmpt kat sape2.takde org cop tmpt jugak utkk sy..if ade...diorg akan panggil.if tk panggil..mmg mnyendiri la.tp spanjang lecture..tmpat dalam lecture hall mcm tetap..so...org sblah pasti bdak mauritius.n blah kanan pasti zack.ade la kawan.tp just dalam klas la.nak mlepak ke ape mmg tdak.same mcm di sunway dulu....asal ah aku gini..i dont like it either.tp dah ne diri aku kan.nak wat camne..tp tkpela.sy ok je sndiri.tp kekadang bile rase lonely..rase nak gak org.tp tkpela...susah ape..amik phone..call"helloo baby...."ahaha..or tak pon text"alya..jom kuar..."die je la tman sy kat sunway ne.if die balik..mmg 24hours la dok dlm bilik..

baby...please come dis weekend:(..i want to go back tp mcm tk boleyh je.hmm...tkpela.i really hope you can come..its our day summore.please.tp if u cant..tkpela..completely understand;)

perihal lecturer?

oMG...naseyb la smueeee lecturer baik.semue pompuan.n cina.cume sorg laki org tunisia.profesor.hm...paham2 la professor kan.ingt tk lect yg ckp u with the head thing?itu pon professor gak.tp professor ne...okayla not bad cume...die amat suke perli...nak kate smue professor gtuh tkleyh gak kan.tp yg sy jumpe smuenye nmpk jenes bgitu..jenes tk peduli prasaan org lain.

4 subs je until MAY.and akan cuti slama 4 bulan after dat.ntah ape aku nak bwat.mummy daddy..nak gi canada after may nanti.plizzzz...smpai oct.bleyh?aha..kalo la umi bace...

kelas? lain ngan lanchaster of course...tutorial class die 2 hours...lecture pon 2 hours ..and only 1 tutorial n one lecture for each subject in a week...so mmg tk pack langsung jadual sy.:))

so im not following my family to VIETNAM end of this month..aih.mnyesal pon ade.pnat mintk approval dr smue lecturers n prog director.naik sampai tingkat 9..alih2 aku sendiri yg ckp tkmo pegi..sian ayah.mngharap aku pegi...maaflah ayah.mungkin lain mase..next year mungkin after may:).lgpon hariz kan pergi..:)tp bile teringtkan coursework...aih...tpaksela.maybe umi n ayah dpt bg trip kedua ke canada thun depan after final.pliz?ahaha.. wish la kan.kalo umi bg mmg syukur alhamdulillah:)

tmpt?oh..thanks to ayah.aha.iyalah..thanks yah bg peluang kakak blajar tmpt gini.terbaik kot tmpt ni.tk tau pon universiti gini ade kat mesia.ahah..dulu kat sunway mcm biase je.mane ade subway , starbucks, kopitiam,baskin robin dlm kolej...now...bukan stakat subway...breadstory pon ade.....n dgr cter mayb mcd or kfc pon ade.tak ke senang tuh? org subway dah kenal..baskin da knal.aha.terbaikla tempatnye.ade lake lg ha...if ter-emo..duduk la lepak depan lake tuh smpai kol 11 ke 12 tkde org halang.BILIK? senang...sy sorang.complete ngan bilik air lg ade dlm bilik so tkyah berebot ngan roommate.tkyah complain toilet kotor la apela.....aha...ayah ade pesan "blaja lah elok2..ayah tngok tmpt blaja dah ok" mmg okay pon ayah..thanks. sbgai hadiah tok ayah..1st class..bleyh tk?aha..insyaallaH...doakan jugak yah..

Rakan2...doakan jugakla sy ye:)

rahsia

2010-10-13T21:46:00.001+08:00

knape

status boleyh

hye bye pon boleyh

tp gmbar takleyh

opposite sex

sile jwab skng

ps.tk smue opposite sex mcm tuh.:)